My words cannot utter, but thy own heart perhaps can conceive, the
rapture which thy confession of a change in thy opinions has afforded me.
_All_ my prayers, Henry, have not been _merely_ for your return.
Indeed, whatever might have been the dictates, however absolute the
dominion, of passion, union with you would have been _very_ far from
completing my felicity, unless our hopes and opinions, as well as our
persons and hearts, were united. Now can I look up with confidence and
exultation to the shade of my revered and beloved mother. Now can I safely
invoke her presence and her blessing on a union which death will have no
power to dissolve. Oh, what sweet peace, what serene transport, is there
in the persuasion that the selected soul will continue forever to commune
with _my_ soul, mingle with mine in its adoration of the same Divine
Parent, and partake with me in every thought, in every emotion, both
_here_ and _hereafter_!
Never, my friend, without _this_ persuasion, _never_ should I
have known one moment of true happiness. Marriage, indeed, instead of
losing its attractions in consequence of your errors, drew thence only new
recommendations, since with a zeal, a tenderness, and a faith like mine,
my efforts to restore such a heart and such a reason as yours could not
fail of success; but _till_ that restoration were accomplished,
never, I repeat, should I have tasted repose even in _your_ arms.
Poor Miss Jessup! She is dead, Henry,--yet not before she did thee and
me poor justice. Her death-bed confession removed my mother's fatal
suspicions. This confession and the perusal of all thy letters, and thy
exile, which I afterwards discovered was known to her very early, though
unsuspected by me till after her decease, brought her to regard thee with
some compassion and some respect.
I can write no more; but must not conclude till I have offered thee the
tenderest, most fervent vows of a heart that ever was and always will be
_thine own_. Witness,
JANE TALBOT.
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