Jap took a copy of the _Herald_ from the table and went out. All the
way along Spring street he strove with his anxiety. Flossy met him on
the porch. One glance was enough for Jap. He sat down, helpless, on
the lower step.
"J. W. is tired out and asleep," said Flossy softly. "Come with me,
Jap, down to the arbor. You remember the day that Ellis told you the
truth about himself?"
Jap followed her beneath the grape trellis, stumbling clumsily. When
they reached the arbor, with its bench and rustic table, she faced him,
slender to attenuation.
"Jap," she said brokenly, "J. W. has tuberculosis in the worst form.
His entire body is filled with it. He contracted it while we were with
Ellis--and we never knew, never suspected----" Her voice broke. "Not
even a miracle can prolong his life longer than spring. The doctors
insisted on examining me, too. They say I have it, in incipiency, and
my only chance of escape is to leave my boy to the care of others.
Under the right conditions they say I have a fighting chance."
"You are sure that you have every advice?" Jap's voice was so hoarse
that she looked up at him in alarm.
"Yes, Jap, but I knew it before. Months ago, even before he was so
sick in the summer, I had a dream, and this was my dream: Ellis, with
that beautiful smile that every one loved, was waiting out there at the
gate, and I was hurrying to get the boy ready to go with him. I knew,
when I awoke, that he was ready to wait our boy's coming. Oh, Jap, do
you think that smile was for me, too?"
The look of agony in Jap's sensitive face was more than she could bear.
She clutched his arm.
"Oh, Jap, pray--help me to pray that he was waiting for me, too. The
time has been so long. I want to be with my boy to the last. You
understand, Jap. I don't believe that words are needed."
He put his arms around her. He could not speak, but his head bent
above hers and the hot tears dropped upon her brown hair, now streaked
with gray.
"I have done the work he wanted me to do," she sobbed. "He wanted me
to be a mother until you were on the plane he had planned. Like the
butterfly whose day is done, Jap, I would go. I am so tired, and--boy,
I have never ceased to long for Ellis. The world could not supply
another soul like his."
"Flossy," Jap said in smothered tones, "I know. I have walked the
floor for hours, missing him until I was almost frantic. But, little
Mother, what is left to me if you go? Without you, I am drifting
again."
"I would fear that, if I had never seen into the deeps of Isabel's
nature. And to think that I once decried--but I didn't understand,
Jap. When your mother came, there was a revelation. I don't fear for
your future now. And when I knew this, I suddenly felt tired and old.
I pray not to survive my boy."
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