After the will was read Jap lay silent, the tears slipping down his
cheeks, for Flossy's will gave all that she possessed to her son, Jap
Herron. It was made the day after she knew that her own child was
doomed to an early death.
They filed slowly from the room, even the Judge awed by the face of the
boy.
The New Year had turned the corner when Jap was moved to the office.
Little by little he grew back into harness. They did not talk of
Flossy in those early days. It was not possible. One chill spring
day, when the grass was greening, and the first blossoms were opening
among the hyacinths on Ellis's grave, Jap walked with Bill to the
cemetery. He bent above the dried wreaths with their faded ribbons,
sodden and dinged by the winter's snows.
"Throw them away, Bill," he choked. "They are the tawdry tokens of
mourning. I am trying to forget that mourning."
Bill gathered the dry bundles and carried them away. Coming back, he
stood looking mournfully upon the muddy sod. Jap raised his eyes
suddenly, and they gazed for a long minute into each other's hearts.
Bill threw his hands over his eyes and cried aloud.
"Don't, Bill!" Jap's hand clutched him tightly. "For God's sake, help
me to be a man!"
And forgetting the sodden grass, they knelt beside the grave and sobbed
together in an abandon of grief. Boys they were, despite their years,
and Flossy had been more to them than the mother whom youth is prone to
take for granted. When the tempest of sorrow and desolation had spent
itself they arose.
"It is done," said Jap, looking up into the sky where the stars were
beginning to twinkle palely. "It had to be done. Now I can realize
that they laid Flossy beneath the earth. But, please God, I can forget
it. Now I know that she has left the beautiful shell behind. But,
Bill," he touched the mound with his fingers, "Flossy has never been
here, never for an instant."
"She is in heaven," said Bill reverently.
Jap laid his arm around Bill's shoulders.
"You don't believe that, Bill. You know better. Flossy is right with
us, as Ellis has always been. Just as he has inspired us to develop
his paper and his town, so she will stay with us, to create good and
optimism and faith in ourselves. Bill, when those two wonderful people
came into our lives, they came to stay. Do you think Ellis and Flossy
would get any joy out of strumming on a harp and taking their own
selfish ease? No, Bill, that's all a mistake. They're working right
with us, and it's up to you and me to so wholly reflect them that we
will be to this town what they have been to us. In any crisis in our
lives, let us not forget that Ellis and Flossy Hinton are not dead. We
may have need to remember it, Bill."
The next morning he climbed on his stool and took the stick in his
hand. Bill stopped at the door of the composing room, something in
Jap's attitude arresting him.
"What are you going to do, Jap?"
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