"Yes, she was violently attached to a young officer, without money, but
of good family; some say it was a private marriage, others, that he
was--a _rascal_. It was all hushed up, but he was obliged by the
friends, before he left for the West Indies, to sign a deed of
maintenance, and I was the party called in. I never heard any more
about it. The officer's name was Warrender; he died of the yellow
fever, I believe, and after his death she married Lord Maelstrom."
"He is dead, then?" replied I mournfully.
"Well, that cannot affect you, my good fellow. On Friday, then, at six
o'clock precisely. Good afternoon, Mr Newland."
I shook hands with the old gentleman, and returned home, but my brain
whirled with the fear of a confirmation, of that which Mr Masterton had
so carelessly conveyed. Anything like a possibility, immediately was
swelled to a certainty in my imagination, so ardent and heated on the
one subject; and as soon as I regained my room, I threw myself on the
sofa, and fell into a deep reverie. I tried to approximate the features
of Lady Maelstrom to mine, but all the ingenuity in the world could not
effect that; but still, I might be like my father--but my father was
dead, and that threw a chill over the whole glowing picture which I had,
as usual, conjured up; besides, it was asserted that I was born in
wedlock, and there was a doubt relative to the marriage of her ladyship.
After a long cogitation I jumped up, seized my hat, and set off for
Grosvenor Square, determining to ask a private interview with her
ladyship, and at once end my harassing doubts and surmises. I think
there could not be a greater proof of my madness than my venturing to
attack a lady of forty upon the irregularities of her youth, and to
question her upon a subject which had been confided but to two or three,
and she imagined had been long forgotten: but this never struck me; all
considerations were levelled in my ardent pursuit. I walked through the
streets at a rapid pace, the crowd passed by me as shadows, I neither
saw nor distinguished them; I was deep in reverie as to the best way of
breaking the subject to her ladyship, for, notwithstanding my monomania,
I perceived it to be a point of great delicacy. After having overturned
about twenty people in my mad career, I arrived at the door and
knocked. My heart beat almost as hard against my ribs with excitement.
"Is her ladyship at home?"
"Yes, sir."
I was ushered into the drawing-room, and found her sitting with two of
her nieces, the Misses Fairfax.
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