"My dear fellow, you are not twenty-three years of age," replied Mr
Masterton, "and you have made two sincere friends, both powerful in their
own way. I mean Lord Windermear and myself; and you have had the pleasure
of making others happy. Believe me, that is much to have accomplished at
so early an age. You have much to live for--live to gain more
friends--live to gain reputation--live to do good--to be grateful for
the benefits you have received, and to be humble when chastened by
Providence. You have yet to learn where, and only where, true happiness
is to be found. Since you are so much out of spirits, go down to Lady de
Clare's, see her happiness, and that of her little girl; and then, when
you reflect that it was your own work, you will hardly say that you have
lived in vain." I was too much overpowered to speak. After a pause, Mr
Masterton continued, "When did you see them last?"
"I have never seen them, sir, since I was with you at their meeting."
"What! have you not called--now nearly two months? Japhet, you are wrong;
they will be hurt at your neglect and want of kindness. Have you written
or heard from them?"
"I have received one or two pressing invitations, sir; but I have not been
in a state of mind to avail myself of their politeness."
"Politeness! you are wrong--all wrong, Japhet. Your mind is cankered, or
you never would have used that term. I thought you were composed of
better materials; but it appears, that although you can sail with a fair
wind, you cannot buffet against an adverse gale. Because you are no
longer fooled and flattered by the interested and the designing, like
many others, you have quarrelled with the world. Is it not so?"
"Perhaps you are right, sir."
"I know that I am right, and that you are wrong. Now I shall be seriously
displeased if you do not go down and see Lady de Clare and her daughter,
as soon as you can."
"I will obey your orders, sir."
"My wishes, Japhet, not my orders. Let me see you when you return. You
must no longer be idle. Consider, that you are about to recommence your
career in life; that hitherto you have pursued the wrong path, from
which you have nobly returned. You must prepare for exertions, and learn
to trust to God and a good conscience. Lord Windermear and I had a long
conversation relative to you yesterday evening; and when you come back,
I will detail to you what are our views respecting your future advantage."
Chapter LII
A new character appears, but not a very amiable one; but I attach
myself to him, as drowning men catch at straws.
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