I found out what warm, what devoted feelings were
concealed under her modest, quiet exterior--how well her mind was
stored, and how right was that mind.
Often when I talked over past events, did I listen to her remarks, all
tending to one point, morality and virtue; often did I receive from her
at first a severe, but latterly a kind rebuke, when my discourse was
light and frivolous; but when I talked of merry subjects which were
innocent, what could be more joyous or more exhilarating than her
laugh--what more intoxicating than her sweet smile, when she approved
of my sentiments! and when animated by the subject, what could be more
musical or more impassioned than her bursts of eloquence, which were
invariably followed by a deep blush, when she recollected how she had
been carried away by excitement?
There was one point upon which I congratulated myself, which was, that
she had received two or three unexceptionable offers of marriage during
the six months that I had been in her company, and refused them. At the
end of that period, thanks to the assistance I received from the Friends,
I had paid Mr Cophagus all the money which he had advanced, and found
myself in possession of a flourishing business, and independent. I then
requested that I might be allowed to pay an annual stipend for my board
and lodging, commencing from the time I first came to his house. Mr
Cophagus said I was right--the terms were easily arranged, and I was
independent.
Still my advances with Susannah were slow, but if slow, they were sure.
One day I observed to her, how happy Mr Cophagus appeared to be as a
married man; her reply was, "He is, Japhet; he has worked hard for his
independence, and he now is reaping the fruits of his industry." That is
as much as to say that I must do the same, thought I, and that I have no
business to propose for a wife, until I am certain that I am able to
provide for her. I have as yet laid up nothing, and an income is not a
capital. I felt that whether a party interested or not, she was right,
and I redoubled my diligence.
Chapter LXV
A variety of the Quaker tribe--who had a curious disintegration
of mind and body.
I was not yet weaned from the world, but I was fast advancing to that
state, when a very smart young Quaker came on a visit to Reading. He was
introduced to Mr and Mrs Cophagus, and was soon, as might be expected, an
admirer of Susannah, but he received no encouragement. He was an idle
person, and passed much of his time sitting in my shop, and talking with
me, and being much less reserved and guarded than the generality of the
young men of the sect, I gradually became intimate with him. One day when
my assistant was out he said to me, "Friend Gnow-land, tell me candidly,
hast thou ever seen my face before?"
"Not that I can recollect, friend Talbot."
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