"True, Newland, and it may be a long while before I do so again; the
world is my oyster, which I must open, that I may live; but recollect, I
am only trying to recover my own, which the world has swindled me out
of. There was a time when I was even more disinterested, more confiding,
and more innocent than you were when I first took you in hand. I
suffered, and was ruined by my good qualities; and I now live and do
well by having discarded them. We must fight the world with its own
weapons; but still, as I said before, there is some good in it, some
pure ore amongst the dross; and it is possible to find high rank and
large fortune, and at the same time an innocent mind. If you do marry, I
will try hard but you shall possess both; not that fortune can be of
much consequence to you."
"Depend upon it, Carbonnell, I never will marry without fortune."
"I did not know that I had schooled you so well; be it so--it is but
fair that you should expect it; and it shall be an item in the match, if
I have anything to do with it."
"But why are you so anxious that I should marry, Carbonnell?"
"Because I think you will, in all probability, avoid the gaming-table,
which I should have taken you to myself had you been in possession of
your fortune when I first knew you, and have had my share of your
plucking; but now I do know you, I have that affection for you that I
think it better you should not lose your all; for observe, Newland, my
share of your spoliation would not be more than what I have, and may
still receive, from you; and if you marry and settle down, there will
always be a good house and a good table for me, as long as I find favour
with your wife; and, at all events, a friend in need, that I feel
convinced of. So now you have my reasons; some smack of the
disinterestedness of former days, others of my present worldliness; you
may believe which you please." And the Major laughed as he finished his
speech.
"Carbonnell," replied I, "I will believe that the better feelings
predominate--that the world has made you what you are; and that had you
not been ruined by the world, you would have been disinterested and
generous; even now, your real nature often gains the ascendency, and I
am sure that in all that you have done, which is not defensible, your
poverty, and not your will, has consented. Now, blunted by habit and
time, the suggestion of conscience do not often give you any
uneasiness."
"You are very right, my dear fellow," replied the Major; "and in having
a better opinion of me than the world in general, you do me, I trust, no
more than justice. I will not squander your fortune, when you come to
it, if I can help it; and you'll allow that's a very handsome promise on
my part."
"I'll defy you to squander my fortune," replied I, laughing.
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