"My lord, I thank you; but allow me to observe, that I am no swindler.
Your thousand pounds you will find safe in the bank, for penury would
not have induced me to touch it. But now that your lordship appears
more cool, will you do me the favour to listen to me? When you have
heard my life up to the present, and my motives for what I have done,
you will then decide how far I am to blame."
His lordship took a chair, and motioned to me to take another. I
narrated what had occurred when I was left at the Foundling, and gave
him a succinct account of my adventures subsequently--my determination
to find my father--the dream which induced me to go for the papers--and
all that the reader has already been acquainted with. His lordship
evidently perceived the monomania which controlled me, and heard me with
great attention.
"You certainly, Mr Newland, do not stand so low in my opinion as you
did before this explanation, and I must make allowances for the
excitement under which I perceive you to labour on one subject; but now,
sir, allow me to put one question, and I beg that you will answer
candidly. What price do you demand for your secrecy on this important
subject?"
"My lord!" replied I, rising with dignity; "this is the greatest affront
you have put upon me yet; still I will name the price by which I will
solemnly bind myself, by all my future hopes of finding my father in
this world, and of finding an eternal Father in the next, and that
price, my lord, is a return of your good opinion."
His lordship also rose, and walked up and down the room with much
agitation in his manner. "What am I to make of you, Mr Newland?"
"My lord, if I were a swindler, I should have taken your money; if I had
wished to avail myself of the secret, I might have escaped with all the
documents, and made my own terms. I am, my lord, nothing more than an
abandoned child, trying all he can to find his father." My feelings
overpowered me, and I burst into tears. As soon as I could recover
myself, I addressed his lordship, who had been watching me in silence,
and not without emotion. "I have one thing more to say to you, my
lord." I then mentioned the conversation between Mr Estcourt and
myself, and pointed out the propriety of not making him a party to the
important secret.
His lordship allowed me to proceed without interruption, and after a few
moments' thought said, "I believe that you are right, Mr Newland; and I
now begin to think that it was better that this secret should have been
intrusted to you than to him. You have now conferred an obligation on
me, and may command me. I believe you to be honest, but a little mad,
and I beg your pardon for the pain which I have occasioned you."
"My lord, I am more than satisfied."
"Can I be of any assistance to you, Mr Newland?"
"If, my lord, you could at all assist me, or direct me in my search--"
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