Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Please say that I have gone to the studio apartment to get some things
from my trunks," she said; and wrote out the address in case either Mr.
Rivett or Mr. Dineen wished to communicate with her.
Then, in furs, walking skirt and veil, and her tired little heart
already outstripping her feet, she went out into the sunset world upon
the pilgrimage so long desired, so long and wistfully deferred.
Her pulse beat fast as she entered _his_ street. The sight of the house
filled her with sudden trepidation, but she knew that he was not there.
She had nearly three hours alone before her, unless the others,
returning to find her note, might telephone and interrupt her.
Her key turned smoothly in the lock; she crossed the threshold, holding
her breath.
A dull, mellow light filled the studio. In the stillness a faint
fragrance of tobacco hung in the air. Step by step she advanced,
looking at each familiar object as she came to it and passed it—pausing
to lay a gloved hand on the sofa where, ages ago, two very young people
sat, touching with lingering fingers the empty silver bowl which once,
on a summer day, had been almost hidden under a fragrant load of
peonies.
Something behind her—and it was not a sound—made her turn. The white
cat sat looking at her with no recognition in its solemn eyes; and when
she moved forward, hand outstretched in wistful appeal, it calmly
retreated into the demi light of the bedroom beyond.
The well of desolation was filling fast now; she sank into a wide chair
by the tea table and, lifting her veil, touched her eyes with her
handkerchief. Then, disciplined, controlled, she lay back looking into
the bedroom where she and her sister had slept and awakened through
those three magic days which even Fate allowed before foreclosing on her
destiny forever.
Pink bars of sunlight slanted on the wall, warming the painted armor of
a forgotten dead man—forgotten no more than some among the living. A
great lady, painted in her jewels, seemed to flush and smile as a rosy
bar crept across her cheek. Doubtless she, too, had loved before she
died.
The girl extended her arm listlessly along the upholstered arm of her
chair, and looked at her white-gloved hand.
In the hollow of that hand she had once held Love, and had smilingly
released it. Out of that little palm Love had flown far beyond her ken;
and there was no returning for that winged thing.
Then, very quietly, she bowed her head, eyes sheltered by her hand, and
remained so, motionless, for a long while.
The outer bell had sounded twice before she realized that it was the
bell of the apartment. Dazed, she rose, stood a moment collecting
herself, then walked to the door and opened it.
Colonel Curmew stepped jauntily in.
So astonished was she that she scarcely understood what he was about
before they both were on the studio threshold—she instinctively
retreating, he advancing, wreathed in a smile so remarkable that it
fascinated her.
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