Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
She stood considering, her crook’d finger under her chin, blue eyes
taking his measure from time to time. Evidently happiness too long
deferred had made him unmanageable. She never thought of doubting her
power. Probably he needed discipline. It was most annoying to be
annoyed at such a time, with all these men here, and Scott Wallace
already left too long alone with Diana at the billiard table.
Discipline was certainly what Inwood needed.
"Billy," she said, "come in and play bottle pool."
"Am I to tell them that we are to be married?"
"No," she said petulantly.
"When may I tell them?"
"Not at all. Do you think a year of liberty is sufficient for a woman
who has suffered what I have? I don’t wish to marry you or anybody—yet.
I haven’t made up my mind to do it at all," she added with a tiny flash
of rare anger, for her not very sensitive nerves were beginning to feel
the pressure.
"Lillian, I want to know now. It is only square to me to——"
"Billy, if you continue to insist, you will end by seriously offending
me. You have annoyed me enough already."
"By asking you to set a definite date for our impending marriage?"
"It is _not_ impending!" she retorted, exasperated, as Diana and Wallace
came out together and walked toward the farther end of the terrace.
"Do you refuse to marry me?"
"Yes, I do; I am sorry. I really cannot help how you feel about it.
This year of liberty has been a year of happiness. I don’t wish to
marry. I don’t know when I may wish to. I am perfectly contented; and
that’s the truth, Billy."
"So—you refuse me?"
"For the present—yes."
"No; you must answer me for all time, to-night."
She nodded. "Very well, then; I refuse definitely—and for all time....
And, Billy Inwood, you have brought this calamity upon yourself."
But Lillian’s anger was always short-lived; she was already sorry for
him. Besides, she was convinced that he would continue to dangle. It
had been her experience with men that they were never reconciled to the
unobtainable.
So with one of her swift, smiling changes of feeling she held out her
hand to Inwood. He took it.
"Are you very angry?" she asked.
"No."
"Do we part—friends?"
"We do, indeed," he said so sincerely that the smile faded on her face,
and into her limited mind flickered a momentary doubt. But, no, it was
not possible; for Lillian had never really been able to doubt herself.
Certain, once more, that this young man would appear at heel when
whistled for, she returned his friendly pressure with an encouraging
one, laughed, and turned lightly toward the house. He accompanied her to
the door and bowed her in.
Then the strength seemed to ooze out of his back and legs; he dropped on
to a marble bench, and sat there in the moonlight, his face buried in
his hands.
How long he had been there he did not know, when a light touch and a
soft voice close to his ear aroused him, and, looking up, he saw Diana
inspecting him.
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