Cape of Good Hope (South Africa) -- Fiction; English fiction; Xhosa (African people) -- Fiction
Frankfort and Eleanor were again seated on the rustic bench, beneath the
scarlet-tufted corallodendrum. He could not doubt any longer that he
had at least touched her heart--how deep the impression was, he could
not tell. In her manner to him she was like a child, all joyousness; at
times smiling, almost gay, and occasionally confiding, but as yet not so
in matters connected with herself. Sometimes she would half promise to
"talk of herself" to him; then the time came, and something would
intervene. If he had shrunk from asking her previous history, she
dreaded to tell it. She said so, but added, for his comfort--"Fear not,
dear Major Frankfort; you may pity me as unfortunate, and contemn me as
weak, but you will not have occasion to condemn. I am only a wronged,
deceived, and, for a long time, most unhappy woman; and if you should
despise me for my misfortunes, which you may do"--she put her hand on
his lips, as he was about to interrupt her--"you will not love me less,
though you may not choose me for your wife."
He took her hand in his, and pressed it with a fervency, eloquent but
silent.
"Ah!" said she, shuddering, "it is so long since I was happy, that,
albeit _you_ present the cup, I hold it to my lips, trembling lest it
fall."
She took the miniature of her boy from her bosom. Frankfort bent over
her, and gazed upon the angel face, dimmed with the young mother's
tears; but though she wept, it was not with that passionate anguish he
had witnessed before. He drew her to him--he ventured to kiss away
those slow-falling tears--he had told her that morning that he loved
her.
"Tell me," at last whispered Frankfort, trembling and cold with
suspense, "who was this child's father?"
"I could not nerve myself to tell you my sad story," replied Eleanor.
"I have written it. My father will give it you this evening, I own I
shrunk from this tearing open of the records of the past. There are
some passages from which you will turn perhaps in dismay. You will
discover, what you may have already suspected, that I have loved and
been deceived; but you have yet to decide whether I am a fitting bride
for you. I confess I have no hope."
Frankfort withdrew his hand from Eleanor's. He paced the walk in great
agitation.
She waited till he approached her again. "Pity me," said she, rising.
"Ah! it has been a terrible task to make this revelation to you. Do me
justice--I did not seek to win _you_. I had abjured love for ever; but
you came; you were kind; I listened; a new emotion stirred my heart,
unlike the wild passion which once brought me to the depths of despair,
and now, God help me! _you_, too, may forsake me."
She was weeping. "Tell me," he again whispered, "is there any
self-reproach?--any shame? Ah, Eleanor! I must know--any--"
"Disgrace!" you would say, interrupted Eleanor.
Her lover answered her not a word, but stood waiting her reply. The
strong, tall man shook like an aspen-tree.
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