Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Bass, who had grown to be a young man of twenty-five, with some
business judgment and a desire to get out in the world, was suspicious.
He had come to have a pretty keen knowledge of life, and intuitively he
felt that things were not right. George, nineteen, who had gained a
slight foothold in a wall-paper factory and was looking forward to a
career in that field, was also restless. He felt that something was
wrong. Martha, seventeen, was still in school, as were William and
Veronica. Each was offered an opportunity to study indefinitely; but
there was unrest with life. They knew about Jennie’s child. The
neighbors were obviously drawing conclusions for themselves. They had
few friends. Gerhardt himself finally concluded that there was
something wrong, but he had let himself into this situation, and was
not in much of a position now to raise an argument. He wanted to ask
her at times—proposed to make her do better if he could—but the worst
had already been done. It depended on the man now, he knew that.
Things were gradually nearing a state where a general upheaval would
have taken place had not life stepped in with one of its fortuitous
solutions. Mrs. Gerhardt’s health failed. Although stout and formerly
of a fairly active disposition, she had of late years become decidedly
sedentary in her habits and grown weak, which, coupled with a mind
naturally given to worry, and weighed upon as it had been by a number
of serious and disturbing ills, seemed now to culminate in a slow but
very certain case of systemic poisoning. She became decidedly sluggish
in her motions, wearied more quickly at the few tasks left for her to
do, and finally complained to Jennie that it was very hard for her to
climb stairs. “I’m not feeling well,” she said. “I think I’m going to
be sick.”
Jennie now took alarm and proposed to take her to some near-by
watering-place, but Mrs. Gerhardt wouldn’t go. “I don’t think it would
do any good,” she said. She sat about or went driving with her
daughter, but the fading autumn scenery depressed her. “I don’t like to
get sick in the fall,” she said. “The leaves coming down make me think
I am never going to get well.”
“Oh, ma, how you talk!” said Jennie; but she felt frightened,
nevertheless.
How much the average home depends upon the mother was seen when it was
feared the end was near. Bass, who had thought of getting married and
getting out of this atmosphere, abandoned the idea temporarily.
Gerhardt, shocked and greatly depressed, hung about like one expectant
of and greatly awed by the possibility of disaster. Jennie, too
inexperienced in death to feel that she could possibly lose her mother,
felt as if somehow her living depended on her. Hoping in spite of all
opposing circumstances, she hung about, a white figure of patience,
waiting and serving.
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