Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
For three years now Lester had been happy in the companionship of
Jennie. Irregular as the connection might be in the eyes of the church
and of society, it had brought him peace and comfort, and he was
perfectly satisfied with the outcome of the experiment. His interest in
the social affairs of Cincinnati was now practically nil, and he had
consistently refused to consider any matrimonial proposition which had
himself as the object. He looked on his father’s business organization
as offering a real chance for himself if he could get control of it;
but he saw no way of doing so. Robert’s interests were always in the
way, and, if anything, the two brothers were farther apart than ever in
their ideas and aims. Lester had thought once or twice of entering some
other line of business or of allying himself with another carriage
company, but he did not feel that ha could conscientiously do this.
Lester had his salary—fifteen thousand a year as secretary and
treasurer of the company (his brother was vice-president)—and about
five thousand from some outside investments. He had not been so lucky
or so shrewd in speculation as Robert had been; aside from the
principal which yielded his five thousand, he had nothing. Robert, on
the other hand, was unquestionably worth between three and four hundred
thousand dollars, in addition to his future interest in the business,
which both brothers shrewdly suspected would be divided somewhat in
their favor. Robert and Lester would get a fourth each, they thought;
their sisters a sixth. It seemed natural that Kane senior should take
this view, seeing that the brothers were actually in control and doing
the work. Still, there was no certainty. The old gentleman might do
anything or nothing. The probabilities were that he would be very fair
and liberal. At the same time, Robert was obviously beating Lester in
the game of life. What did Lester intend to do about it?
There comes a time in every thinking man’s life when he pauses and
“takes stock” of his condition; when he asks himself how it fares with
his individuality as a whole, mental, moral, physical, material. This
time comes after the first heedless flights of youth have passed, when
the initiative and more powerful efforts have been made, and he begins
to feel the uncertainty of results and final values which attaches
itself to everything. There is a deadening thought of uselessness which
creeps into many men’s minds—the thought which has been best expressed
by the Preacher in Ecclesiastes.
Yet Lester strove to be philosophical. “What difference does it make?”
he used to say to himself, “whether I live at the White House, or here
at home, or at the Grand Pacific?” But in the very question was the
implication that there were achievements in life which he had failed to
realize in his own career. The White House represented the rise and
success of a great public character. His home and the Grand Pacific
were what had come to him without effort.
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