Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Jennie, who until now had borne his questions with unmoving pain,
winced at this. He was now encroaching upon the period that was by far
the most distressing memory of her life. What he had just asked seemed
to be a demand upon her to make everything clear.
“I was so young, Lester,” she pleaded. “I was only eighteen. I didn’t
know. I used to go to the hotel where he was stopping and get his
laundry, and at the end of the week I’d take it to him again.”
She paused, and as he took a chair, looking as if he expected to hear
the whole story, she continued: “We were so poor. He used to give me
money to give to my mother. I didn’t know.”
She paused again, totally unable to go on, and he, seeing that it would
be impossible for her to explain without prompting, took up his
questioning again—eliciting by degrees the whole pitiful story. Brander
had intended to marry her. He had written to her, but before he could
come to her he died.
The confession was complete. It was followed by a period of five
minutes, in which Lester said nothing at all; he put his arm on the
mantel and stared at the wall, while Jennie waited, not knowing what
would follow—not wishing to make a single plea. The clock ticked
audibly. Lester’s face betrayed no sign of either thought or feeling.
He was now quite calm, quite sober, wondering what he should do. Jennie
was before him as the criminal at the bar. He, the righteous, the
moral, the pure of heart, was in the judgment seat. Now to sentence
her—to make up his mind what course of action he should pursue.
It was a disagreeable tangle, to be sure, something that a man of his
position and wealth really ought not to have anything to do with. This
child, the actuality of it, put an almost unbearable face upon the
whole matter—and yet he was not quite prepared to speak. He turned
after a time, the silvery tinkle of the French clock on the mantel
striking three and causing him to become aware of Jennie, pale,
uncertain, still standing as she had stood all this while.
“Better go to bed,” he said at last, and fell again to pondering this
difficult problem.
But Jennie continued to stand there wide-eyed, expectant, ready to hear
at any moment his decision as to her fate. She waited in vain, however.
After a long time of musing he turned and went to the clothes-rack near
the door.
“Better go to bed,” he said, indifferently. “I’m going out.”
She turned instinctively, feeling that even in this crisis there was
some little service that she might render, but he did not see her. He
went out, vouchsafing no further speech.
She looked after him, and as his footsteps sounded on the stair she
felt as if she were doomed and hearing her own death-knell. What had
she done? What would he do now? She stood there a dissonance of
despair, and when the lower door clicked moved her hand out of the
agony of her suppressed hopelessness.
“Gone!” she thought. “Gone!”
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