Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
“Well, I won’t, I assure you,” she flung back. “It’s quite plain that
your family means nothing to you. But if you had any sense of decency,
Lester Kane, you would never let your sister be trapped into coming
into a place like this. I’m disgusted, that’s all, and so will the
others be when they hear of it.”
She turned on her heel and walked scornfully out, a withering look
being reserved for Jennie, who had unfortunately stepped near the door
of the dining-room. Vesta had disappeared. Jennie came in a little
while later and closed the door. She knew of nothing to say. Lester,
his thick hair pushed back from his vigorous face, leaned back moodily
on his pillow. “What a devilish trick of fortune,” he thought. Now she
would go home and tell it to the family. His father would know, and his
mother. Robert, Imogene, Amy all would hear. He would have no
explanation to make—she had seen. He stared at the wall meditatively.
Meanwhile Jennie, moving about her duties, also found food for
reflection. So this was her real position in another woman’s eyes. Now
she could see what the world thought. This family was as aloof from her
as if it lived on another planet. To his sisters and brothers, his
father and mother, she was a bad woman, a creature far beneath him
socially, far beneath him mentally and morally, a creature of the
streets. And she had hoped somehow to rehabilitate herself in the eyes
of the world. It cut her as nothing before had ever done. The thought
tore a great, gaping wound in her sensibilities. She was really low and
vile in her—Louise’s—eyes, in the world’s eyes, basically so in
Lester’s eyes. How could it be otherwise? She went about numb and
still, but the ache of defeat and disgrace was under it all. Oh, if she
could only see some way to make herself right with the world, to live
honorably, to be decent. How could that possibly be brought about? It
ought to be—she knew that. But how?
CHAPTER XXXIII
Outraged in her family pride, Louise lost no time in returning to
Cincinnati, where she told the story of her discovery, embellished with
many details. According to her, she was met at the door by a
“silly-looking, white-faced woman,” who did not even offer to invite
her in when she announced her name, but stood there “looking just as
guilty as a person possibly could.” Lester also had acted shamefully,
having outbrazened the matter to her face. When she had demanded to
know whose the child was he had refused to tell her. “It isn’t mine,”
was all he would say.
“Oh dear, oh dear!” exclaimed Mrs. Kane, who was the first to hear the
story. “My son, my Lester! How could he have done it!”
“And such a creature!” exclaimed Louise emphatically, as though the
words needed to be reiterated to give them any shadow of reality.
“I went there solely because I thought I could help him,” continued
Louise. “I thought when they said he was indisposed that he might be
seriously ill. How should I have known?”
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