Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The real trouble was that Gerhardt had grown intensely morose and
crotchety, and it was becoming impossible for young people to live with
him. Veronica and William felt it. They resented the way in which he
took charge of the expenditures after Martha left. He accused them of
spending too much on clothes and amusements, he insisted that a smaller
house should be taken, and he regularly sequestered a part of the money
which Jennie sent, for what purpose they could hardly guess. As a
matter of fact, Gerhardt was saving as much as possible in order to
repay Jennie eventually. He thought it was sinful to go on in this way,
and this was his one method, outside of his meager earnings, to redeem
himself. If his other children had acted rightly by him he felt that he
would not now be left in his old age the recipient of charity from one,
who, despite her other good qualities, was certainly not leading a
righteous life. So they quarreled.
It ended one winter month when George agreed to receive his complaining
brother and sister on condition that they should get something to do.
Gerhardt was nonplussed for a moment, but invited them to take the
furniture and go their way. His generosity shamed them for the moment;
they even tentatively invited him to come and live with them, but this
he would not do. He would ask the foreman of the mill he watched for
the privilege of sleeping in some out-of-the-way garret. He was always
liked and trusted. And this would save him a little money.
So in a fit of pique he did this, and there was seen the spectacle of
an old man watching through a dreary season of nights, in a lonely
trafficless neighborhood while the city pursued its gaiety elsewhere.
He had a wee small corner in the topmost loft of a warehouse away from
the tear and grind of the factory proper. Here Gerhardt slept by day.
In the afternoon he would take a little walk, strolling toward the
business center, or out along the banks of the Cuyahoga, or the lake.
As a rule his hands were below his back, his brow bent in meditation.
He would even talk to himself a little—an occasional “By chops!” or “So
it is” being indicative of his dreary mood. At dusk he would return,
taking his stand at the lonely gate which was his post of duty. His
meals he secured at a nearby workingmen’s boarding-house, such as he
felt he must have.
The nature of the old German’s reflections at this time were of a
peculiarly subtle and somber character. What was this thing—life? What
did it all come to after the struggle, and the worry, and the grieving?
Where does it all go to? People die; you hear nothing more from them.
His wife, now, she had gone. Where had her spirit taken its flight?
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