Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Jennie, who had been counting on getting away without being seen, was
now thoroughly nonplussed. To have him begin a quiet argument—a plea as
it were. It hurt her. He, Lester, pleading with her, and she loved him
so.
She went over to him, and he took her hand.
“Now, listen,” he said. “There’s really nothing to be gained by your
leaving me at present. Where did you say you were going?”
“To Cleveland,” she replied.
“Well, how did you expect to get along?”
“I thought I’d take papa, if he’d come with me—he’s alone now—and get
something to do, maybe.”
“Well, what can you do, Jennie, different from what you ever have done?
You wouldn’t expect to be a lady’s maid again, would you? Or clerk in a
store?”
“I thought I might get some place as a housekeeper,” she suggested. She
had been counting up her possibilities, and this was the most promising
idea that had occurred to her.
“No, no,” he grumbled, shaking his head. “There’s nothing to that.
There’s nothing in this whole move of yours except a notion. Why, you
won’t be any better off morally than you are right now. You can’t undo
the past. It doesn’t make any difference, anyhow. I can’t marry you
now. I might in the future, but I can’t tell anything about that, and I
don’t want to promise anything. You’re not going to leave me though
with my consent, and if you were going I wouldn’t have you dropping
back into any such thing as you’re contemplating. I’ll make some
provision for you. You don’t really want to leave me, do you, Jennie?”
Against Lester’s strong personality and vigorous protest Jennie’s own
conclusions and decisions went to pieces. Just the pressure of his hand
was enough to upset her. Now she began to cry.
“Don’t cry, Jennie,” he said. “This thing may work out better than you
think. Let it rest for a while. Take off your things. You’re not going
to leave me any more, are you?”
“No-o-o!” she sobbed.
He took her in his lap. “Let things rest as they are,” he went on.
“It’s a curious world. Things can’t be adjusted in a minute. They may
work out. I’m putting up with some things myself that I ordinarily
wouldn’t stand for.”
He finally saw her restored to comparative calmness, smiling sadly
through her tears.
“Now you put those things away,” he said genially, pointing to the
trunks. “Besides, I want you to promise me one thing.”
“What’s that?” asked Jennie.
“No more concealment of anything, do you hear? No more thinking things
out for yourself, and acting without my knowing anything about it. If
you have anything on your mind, I want you to come out with it. I’m not
going to eat you! Talk to me about whatever is troubling you. I’ll help
you solve it, or, if I can’t, at least there won’t be any concealment
between us.”
“I know, Lester,” she said earnestly, looking him straight in the eyes.
“I promise I’ll never conceal anything any more—truly I won’t. I’ve
been afraid, but I won’t be now. You can trust me.”
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