Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Lester and Letty strolled away. They made a striking pair—Mrs. Gerald
in dark wine-colored silk, covered with glistening black beads, her
shapely arms and neck bare, and a flashing diamond of great size set
just above her forehead in her dark hair. Her lips were red, and she
had an engaging smile, showing an even row of white teeth between wide,
full, friendly lips. Lester’s strong, vigorous figure was well set off
by his evening clothes, he looked distinguished.
“That is the woman he should have married,” said Jennie to herself as
he disappeared. She fell into a reverie, going over the steps of her
past life. Sometimes it seemed to her now as if she had been living in
a dream. At other times she felt as though she were in that dream yet.
Life sounded in her ears much as this night did. She heard its cries.
She knew its large-mass features. But back of it were subtleties that
shaded and changed one into the other like the shifting of dreams. Why
had she been so attractive to men? Why had Lester been so eager to
follow her? Could she have prevented him? She thought of her life in
Columbus, when she carried coal; to-night she was in Egypt, at this
great hotel, the chatelaine of a suite of rooms, surrounded by every
luxury, Lester still devoted to her. He had endured so many things for
her! Why? Was she so wonderful? Brander had said so. Lester had told
her so. Still she felt humble, out of place, holding handfuls of jewels
that did not belong to her. Again she experienced that peculiar feeling
which had come over her the first time she went to New York with
Lester—namely, that this fairy existence could not endure. Her life was
fated. Something would happen. She would go back to simple things, to a
side street, a poor cottage, to old clothes.
And then as she thought of her home in Chicago, and the attitude of his
friends, she knew it must be so. She would never be received, even if
he married her. And she could understand why. She could look into the
charming, smiling face of this woman who was now with Lester, and see
that she considered her very nice, perhaps, but not of Lester’s class.
She was saying to herself now no doubt as she danced with Lester that
he needed some one like her. He needed some one who had been raised in
the atmosphere of the things to which he had been accustomed. He
couldn’t very well expect to find in her, Jennie, the familiarity with,
the appreciation of the niceties to, which he had always been
accustomed. She understood what they were. Her mind had awakened
rapidly to details of furniture, clothing, arrangement, decorations,
manner, forms, customs, but—she was not to the manner born.
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