Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Jennie was cut to the quick by his indifference, his wrath instead of
affection. To her the main point at issue was her leaving him or his
leaving her. To him this recent interference was obviously the chief
matter for discussion and consideration. The meddling of others before
he was ready to act was the terrible thing. She had hoped, in spite of
what she had seen, that possibly, because of the long time they had
lived together and the things which (in a way) they had endured
together, he might have come to care for her deeply—that she had
stirred some emotion in him which would never brook real separation,
though some seeming separation might be necessary. He had not married
her, of course, but then there had been so many things against them.
Now, in this final hour, anyhow, he might have shown that he cared
deeply, even if he had deemed it necessary to let her go. She felt for
the time being as if, for all that she had lived with him so long, she
did not understand him, and yet, in spite of this feeling, she knew
also that she did. He cared, in his way. He could not care for any one
enthusiastically and demonstratively. He could care enough to seize her
and take her to himself as he had, but he could not care enough to keep
her if something more important appeared. He was debating her fate now.
She was in a quandary, hurt, bleeding, but for once in her life,
determined. Whether he wanted to or not, she must not let him make this
sacrifice. She must leave him—if he would not leave her. It was not
important enough that she should stay. There might be but one answer.
But might he not show affection?
“Don’t you think you had better act soon?” she continued, hoping that
some word of feeling would come from him. “There is only a little time
left, isn’t there?”
Jennie nervously pushed a book to and fro on the table, her fear that
she would not be able to keep up appearances troubling her greatly. It
was hard for her to know what to do or say. Lester was so terrible when
he became angry. Still it ought not to be so hard for him to go, now
that he had Mrs. Gerald, if he only wished to do so—and he ought to.
His fortune was so much more important to him than anything she could
be.
“Don’t worry about that,” he replied stubbornly, his wrath at his
brother, and his family, and O’Brien still holding him. “There’s time
enough. I don’t know what I want to do yet. I like the effrontery of
these people! But I won’t talk any more about it; isn’t dinner nearly
ready?” He was so injured in his pride that he scarcely took the
trouble to be civil. He was forgetting all about her and what she was
feeling. He hated his brother Robert for this affront. He would have
enjoyed wringing the necks of Messrs. Knight, Keatley & O’Brien, singly
and collectively.
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