Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Another month passed, and then there was a second letter from him, not
so long as the first one. Jennie had written him frankly and fully,
telling him just how things stood with her. She concealed entirely her
own feelings in the matter, saying that she liked the life very much,
and that she was glad to be at Sandwood. She expressed the hope that
now everything was coming out for the best for him, and tried to show
him that she was really glad matters had been settled. “You mustn’t
think of me as being unhappy,” she said in one place, “for I’m not. I
am sure it ought to be just as it is, and I wouldn’t be happy if it
were any other way. Lay out your life so as to give yourself the
greatest happiness, Lester,” she added. “You deserve it. Whatever you
do will be just right for me. I won’t mind.” She had Mrs. Gerald in
mind, and he suspected as much, but he felt that her generosity must be
tinged greatly with self-sacrifice and secret unhappiness. It was the
one thing which made him hesitate about taking that final step.
The written word and the hidden thought—how they conflict! After six
months the correspondence was more or less perfunctory on his part, and
at eight it had ceased temporarily.
One morning, as she was glancing over the daily paper, she saw among
the society notes the following item:
The engagement of Mrs. Malcolm Gerald, of 4044 Drexel Boulevard, to
Lester Kane, second son of the late Archibald Kane, of Cincinnati, was
formally announced at a party given by the prospective bride on Tuesday
to a circle of her immediate friends. The wedding will take place in
April.
The paper fell from her hands. For a few minutes she sat perfectly
still, looking straight ahead of her. Could this thing be so? she asked
herself. Had it really come at last? She had known that it must come,
and yet—and yet she had always hoped that it would not. Why had she
hoped? Had not she herself sent him away? Had not she herself suggested
this very thing in a roundabout way? It had come now. What must she do?
Stay here as a pensioner? The idea was objectionable to her. And yet he
had set aside a goodly sum to be hers absolutely. In the hands of a
trust company in La Salle Street were railway certificates aggregating
seventy-five thousand dollars, which yielded four thousand five hundred
annually, the income being paid to her direct. Could she refuse to
receive this money? There was Vesta to be considered.
Jennie felt hurt through and through by this denouement, and yet as she
sat there she realized that it was foolish to be angry. Life was always
doing this sort of a thing to her. It would go on doing so. She was
sure of it. If she went out in the world and earned her own living what
difference would it make to him? What difference would it make to Mrs.
Gerald? Here she was walled in this little place, leading an obscure
existence, and there was he out in the great world enjoying life in its
fullest and freest sense. It was too bad. But why cry? Why?
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