Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
“I’m so sorry,” he went on, “that this should have happened while I was
away. I would have been with you if I had been here. I suppose you
won’t want to live out at Sandwood now?”
“I can’t, Lester,” she replied. “I couldn’t stand it.”
“Where are you thinking of going?”
“Oh, I don’t know yet. I didn’t want to be a bother to those people out
there. I thought I’d get a little house somewhere and adopt a baby
maybe, or get something to do. I don’t like to be alone.”
“That isn’t a bad idea,” he said, “that of adopting a baby. It would be
a lot of company for you. You know how to go about getting one?”
“You just ask at one of these asylums, don’t you?”
“I think there’s something more than that,” he replied thoughtfully.
“There are some formalities—I don’t know what they are. They try to
keep control of the child in some way. You had better consult with
Watson and get him to help you. Pick out your baby, and then let him do
the rest. I’ll speak to him about it.”
Lester saw that she needed companionship badly. “Where is your brother
George?” he asked.
“He’s in Rochester, but he couldn’t come. Bass said he was married,”
she added.
“There isn’t any other member of the family you could persuade to come
and live with you?”
“I might get William, but I don’t know where he is.”
“Why not try that new section west of Jackson Park,” he suggested, “if
you want a house here in Chicago? I see some nice cottages out that
way. You needn’t buy. Just rent until you see how well you’re
satisfied.”
Jennie thought this good advice because it came from Lester. It was
good of him to take this much interest in her affairs. She wasn’t
entirely separated from him after all. He cared a little. She asked him
how his wife was, whether he had had a pleasant trip, whether he was
going to stay in Chicago. All the while he was thinking that he had
treated her badly. He went to the window and looked down into Dearborn
Street, the world of traffic below holding his attention. The great
mass of trucks and vehicles, the counter streams of hurrying
pedestrians, seemed like a puzzle. So shadows march in a dream. It was
growing dusk, and lights were springing up here and there.
“I want to tell you something, Jennie,” said Lester, finally rousing
himself from his fit of abstraction. “I may seem peculiar to you, after
all that has happened, but I still care for you—in my way. I’ve thought
of you right along since I left. I thought it good business to leave
you—the way things were. I thought I liked Letty well enough to marry
her. From one point of view it still seems best, but I’m not so much
happier. I was just as happy with you as I ever will be. It isn’t
myself that’s important in this transaction apparently; the individual
doesn’t count much in the situation. I don’t know whether you see what
I’m driving at, but all of us are more or less pawns. We’re moved about
like chessmen by circumstances over which we have no control.”
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