Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The truth was that Lester, in addition to becoming a little phlegmatic,
was becoming decidedly critical in his outlook on life. He could not
make out what it was all about. In distant ages a queer thing had come
to pass. There had started on its way in the form of evolution a minute
cellular organism which had apparently reproduced itself by division,
had early learned to combine itself with others, to organize itself
into bodies, strange forms of fish, animals, and birds, and had finally
learned to organize itself into man. Man, on his part, composed as he
was of self-organizing cells, was pushing himself forward into comfort
and different aspects of existence by means of union and organization
with other men. Why? Heaven only knew. Here he was endowed with a
peculiar brain and a certain amount of talent, and he had inherited a
certain amount of wealth which he now scarcely believed he deserved,
only luck had favored him. But he could not see that any one else might
be said to deserve this wealth any more than himself, seeing that his
use of it was as conservative and constructive and practical as the
next one’s. He might have been born poor, in which case he would have
been as well satisfied as the next one—not more so. Why should he
complain, why worry, why speculate?—the world was going steadily
forward of its own volition, whether he would or no. Truly it was. And
was there any need for him to disturb himself about it? There was not.
He fancied at times that it might as well never have been started at
all. “The one divine, far-off event” of the poet did not appeal to him
as having any basis in fact. Mrs. Lester Kane was of very much the same
opinion.
Jennie, living on the South Side with her adopted child, Rose Perpetua,
was of no fixed conclusion as to the meaning of life. She had not the
incisive reasoning capacity of either Mr. or Mrs. Lester Kane. She had
seen a great deal, suffered a great deal, and had read some in a
desultory way. Her mind had never grasped the nature and character of
specialized knowledge. History, physics, chemistry, botany, geology,
and sociology were not fixed departments in her brain as they were in
Lester’s and Letty’s. Instead there was the feeling that the world
moved in some strange, unstable way. Apparently no one knew clearly
what it was all about. People were born and died. Some believed that
the world had been made six thousand years before; some that it was
millions of years old. Was it all blind chance, or was there some
guiding intelligence—a God? Almost in spite of herself she felt there
must be something—a higher power which produced all the beautiful
things—the flowers, the stars, the trees, the grass. Nature was so
beautiful! If at times life seemed cruel, yet this beauty still
persisted. The thought comforted her; she fed upon it in her hours of
secret loneliness.
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