Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
The days of man under the old dispensation, or, rather, according to
that supposedly biblical formula, which persists, are threescore years
and ten. It is so ingrained in the race-consciousness by mouth-to-mouth
utterance that it seems the profoundest of truths. As a matter of fact,
man, even under his mortal illusion, is organically built to live five
times the period of his maturity, and would do so if he but knew that
it is spirit which endures, that age is an illusion, and that there is
no death. Yet the race-thought, gained from what dream of materialism
we know not, persists, and the death of man under the mathematical
formula so fearfully accepted is daily registered.
Lester was one of those who believed in this formula. He was nearing
sixty. He thought he had, say, twenty years more at the utmost to
live—perhaps not so long. Well, he had lived comfortably. He felt that
he could not complain. If death was coming, let it come. He was ready
at any time. No complaint or resistance would issue from him. Life, in
most of its aspects, was a silly show anyhow.
He admitted that it was mostly illusion—easily proved to be so. That it
might all be one he sometimes suspected. It was very much like a dream
in its composition truly—sometimes like a very bad dream. All he had to
sustain him in his acceptance of its reality from hour to hour and day
to day was apparent contact with this material proposition and
that—people, meetings of boards of directors, individuals and
organizations planning to do this and that, his wife’s social functions
Letty loved him as a fine, grizzled example of a philosopher. She
admired, as Jennie had, his solid, determined, phlegmatic attitude in
the face of troubled circumstance. All the winds of fortune or
misfortune could not apparently excite or disturb Lester. He refused to
be frightened. He refused to budge from his beliefs and feelings, and
usually had to be pushed away from them, still believing, if he were
gotten away at all. He refused to do anything save as he always said,
“Look the facts in the face” and fight. He could be made to fight
easily enough if imposed upon, but only in a stubborn, resisting way.
His plan was to resist every effort to coerce him to the last ditch. If
he had to let go in the end he would when compelled, but his views as
to the value of not letting go were quite the same even when he had let
go under compulsion.
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