Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Jennie was now to witness the unjust interpretation of that wonder of
nature, which, but for Brander’s death, might have been consecrated and
hallowed as one of the ideal functions of life. Although herself unable
to distinguish the separateness of this from every other normal process
of life, yet was she made to feel, by the actions of all about her,
that degradation was her portion and sin the foundation as well as the
condition of her state. Almost, not quite, it was sought to extinguish
the affection, the consideration, the care which, afterward, the world
would demand of her, for her child. Almost, not quite, was the budding
and essential love looked upon as evil. Although her punishment was
neither the gibbet nor the jail of a few hundred years before, yet the
ignorance and immobility of the human beings about her made it
impossible for them to see anything in her present condition but a vile
and premeditated infraction of the social code, the punishment of which
was ostracism. All she could do now was to shun the scornful gaze of
men, and to bear in silence the great change that was coming upon her.
Strangely enough, she felt no useless remorse, no vain regrets. Her
heart was pure, and she was conscious that it was filled with peace.
Sorrow there was, it is true, but only a mellow phase of it, a vague
uncertainty and wonder, which would sometimes cause her eyes to fill
with tears.
You have heard the wood-dove calling in the lone stillness of the
summertime; you have found the unheeded brooklet singing and babbling
where no ear comes to hear. Under dead leaves and snow-banks the
delicate arbutus unfolds its simple blossom, answering some heavenly
call for color. So, too, this other flower of womanhood.
Jennie was left alone, but, like the wood-dove, she was a voice of
sweetness in the summer-time. Going about her household duties, she was
content to wait, without a murmur, the fulfilment of that process for
which, after all, she was but the sacrificial implement. When her
duties were lightest she was content to sit in quiet meditation, the
marvel of life holding her as in a trance. When she was hardest pressed
to aid her mother, she would sometimes find herself quietly singing,
the pleasure of work lifting her out of herself. Always she was content
to face the future with a serene and unfaltering courage. It is not so
with all women. Nature is unkind in permitting the minor type to bear a
child at all. The larger natures in their maturity welcome motherhood,
see in it the immense possibilities of racial fulfilment, and find joy
and satisfaction in being the hand-maiden of so immense a purpose.
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