Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Jennie, a child in years, was potentially a woman physically and
mentally, but not yet come into rounded conclusions as to life and her
place in it. The great situation which had forced her into this
anomalous position was from one point of view a tribute to her
individual capacity. It proved her courage, the largeness of her
sympathy, her willingness to sacrifice for what she considered a worthy
cause. That it resulted in an unexpected consequence, which placed upon
her a larger and more complicated burden, was due to the fact that her
sense of self-protection had not been commensurate with her emotions.
There were times when the prospective coming of the child gave her a
sense of fear and confusion, because she did not know but that the
child might eventually reproach her; but there was always that saving
sense of eternal justice in life which would not permit her to be
utterly crushed. To her way of thinking, people were not intentionally
cruel. Vague thoughts of sympathy and divine goodness permeated her
soul. Life at worst or best was beautiful—had always been so.
These thoughts did not come to her all at once, but through the months
during which she watched and waited. It was a wonderful thing to be a
mother, even under these untoward conditions. She felt that she would
love this child, would be a good mother to it if life permitted. That
was the problem—what would life permit?
There were many things to be done—clothes to be made; certain
provisions of hygiene and diet to be observed. One of her fears was
that Gerhardt might unexpectedly return, but he did not. The old family
doctor who had nursed the various members of the Gerhardt family
through their multitudinous ailments—Doctor Ellwanger—was taken into
consultation, and he gave sound and practical advice. Despite his
Lutheran upbringing, the practice of medicine in a large and kindly way
had led him to the conclusion that there are more things in heaven and
earth than are dreamed of in our philosophies and in our small
neighborhood relationships. “So it is,” he observed to Mrs. Gerhardt
when she confided to him nervously what the trouble was. “Well, you
mustn’t worry. These things happen in more places than you think. If
you knew as much about life as I do, and about your neighbors, you
would not cry. Your girl will be all right. She is very healthy. She
can go away somewhere afterward, and people will never know. Why should
you worry about what your neighbors think. It is not so uncommon as you
imagine.”
Mrs. Gerhardt marveled. He was such a wise man. It gave her a little
courage. As for Jennie, she listened to his advice with interest and
without fear. She wanted things not so much for herself as for her
child, and she was anxious to do whatever she was told. The doctor was
curious to know who the father was; when informed he lifted his eyes.
“Indeed,” he commented. “That ought to be a bright baby.”
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