Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
And Gerhardt did take this view of the situation. In answer to his
wife’s letter he wrote that it was not advisable for him to leave his
place, but if Bass saw a way for them, it might be a good thing to go.
He was the more ready to acquiesce in the plan for the simple reason
that he was half distracted with the worry of supporting the family and
of paying the debts already outstanding. Every week he laid by five
dollars out of his salary, which he sent in the form of a postal order
to Mrs. Gerhardt. Three dollars he paid for board, and fifty cents he
kept for spending money, church dues, a little tobacco and occasionally
a glass of beer. Every week he put a dollar and a half in a little iron
bank against a rainy day. His room was a bare corner in the topmost
loft of the mill. To this he would ascend after sitting alone on the
doorstep of the mill in this lonely, foresaken neighborhood, until nine
o’clock of an evening; and here, amid the odor of machinery wafted up
from the floor below, by the light of a single tallow candle, he would
conclude his solitary day, reading his German paper, folding his hands
and thinking, kneeling by an open window in the shadow of the night to
say his prayers, and silently stretching himself to rest. Long were the
days, dreary the prospect. Still he lifted his hands in utmost faith to
God, praying that his sins might be forgiven and that he might be
vouchsafed a few more years of comfort and of happy family life.
So the momentous question was finally decided. There was the greatest
longing and impatience among the children, and Mrs. Gerhardt shared
their emotions in a suppressed way. Jennie was to go first, as Bass had
suggested; later on they would all follow.
When the hour came for Jennie’s departure there was great excitement in
the household.
“How long you going to be ’fore you send for us?” was Martha’s inquiry,
several times repeated.
“Tell Bass to hurry up,” said the eager George.
“I want to go to Cleveland, I want to go to Cleveland,” Veronica was
caught singing to herself.
“Listen to her,” exclaimed George, sarcastically.
“Aw, you hush up,” was her displeased rejoinder.
When the final hour came, however, it required all of Jennie’s strength
to go through with the farewells. Though everything was being done in
order to bring them together again under better conditions, she could
not help feeling depressed. Her little one, now six months old, was
being left behind. The great world was to her one undiscovered bourne.
It frightened her.
“You mustn’t worry, Ma,” she found courage enough to say. “I’ll be all
right. I’ll write you just as soon as I get there. It won’t be so very
long.”
But when it came to bending over her baby for the last time her courage
went out like a blown lamp. Stooping over the cradle in which the
little one was resting, she looked into its face with passionate,
motherly yearning.
“Is it going to be a good little girl?” she cooed.
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