Love stories; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction; Women household employees -- Fiction
Bass met his father at the railway station in the morning. He looked
very pale, and seemed to have suffered a great deal. His cheeks were
slightly sunken and his bony profile appeared rather gaunt. His hands
were heavily bandaged, and altogether he presented such a picture of
distress that many stopped to look at him on the way home from the
station.
“By chops,” he said to Bass, “that was a burn I got. I thought once I
couldn’t stand the pain any longer. Such pain I had! Such pain! By
chops! I will never forget it.”
He related just how the accident had occurred, and said that he did not
know whether he would ever be able to use his hands again. The thumb on
his right hand and the first two fingers on the left had been burned to
the bone. The latter had been amputated at the first joint—the thumb he
might save, but his hands would be in danger of being stiff.
“By chops!” he added, “just at the time when I needed the money most.
Too bad! Too bad!”
When they reached the house, and Mrs. Gerhardt opened the door, the old
mill-worker, conscious of her voiceless sympathy, began to cry. Mrs.
Gerhardt sobbed also. Even Bass lost control of himself for a moment or
two, but quickly recovered. The other children wept, until Bass called
a halt on all of them.
“Don’t cry now,” he said cheeringly. “What’s the use of crying? It
isn’t so bad as all that. You’ll be all right again. We can get along.”
Bass’s words had a soothing effect, temporarily, and, now that her
husband was home, Mrs. Gerhardt recovered her composure. Though his
hands were bandaged, the mere fact that he could walk and was not
otherwise injured was some consolation. He might recover the use of his
hands and be able to undertake light work again. Anyway, they would
hope for the best.
When Jennie came home that night she wanted to run to her father and
lay the treasury of her services and affection at his feet, but she
trembled lest he might be as cold to her as formerly.
Gerhardt, too, was troubled. Never had he completely recovered from the
shame which his daughter had brought upon him. Although he wanted to be
kindly, his feelings were so tangled that he hardly knew what to say or
do.
“Papa,” said Jennie, approaching him timidly.
Gerhardt looked confused and tried to say something natural, but it was
unavailing. The thought of his helplessness, the knowledge of her
sorrow and of his own responsiveness to her affection—it was all too
much for him; he broke down again and cried helplessly.
“Forgive me, papa,” she pleaded, “I’m so sorry. Oh, I’m so sorry.”
He did not attempt to look at her, but in the swirl of feeling that
their meeting created he thought that he could forgive, and he did.
“I have prayed,” he said brokenly. “It is all right.”
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