Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“Well, I don’t think Cesca has touched a paint-brush since she married.
When I went to see them she opened the door; they have no servant. She
wore a big apron and had a broom in her hand. They have a studio and two
small rooms; they cannot both work in the studio, of course, and her
whole time is taken up with the house, she said. The first morning I was
there she sprawled on the floor the whole time. Ahlin was out. First she
swept, then she crept round and poked under the furniture with a brush
for those little tufts of dust, you know, that stick in the corners. Then
she scrubbed the floor and dusted the room, and you should have seen how
awkwardly she did it all. We went out to buy food together; I was to
lunch with them. When Ahlin came home she retired to the kitchen, and
when the lunch was ready at last, all her little curls were damp—but the
food was not bad. She washed up in the most unpractical way, going to the
sink with every article to rinse it under the tap. Ahlin and I helped
her, and I gave her some good advice, you know.
“I asked them to dine with me, and Cesca, poor thing, was very pleased at
not having to cook and wash up.
“If there are going to be children—as I suppose there are—you may depend
upon it that Cesca has done with painting, and it would be a great pity.
I cannot help thinking it’s sad.”
“I don’t know. Husband and children always hold the first place with a
woman; sooner or later she will long to have them.”
Gunnar looked at her—then sighed:
“If they are fond of one another, that is to say.”
“Do you think Cesca is happy with Ahlin?”
“I don’t really know. I think she is very fond of him. Anyhow it was
‘Lennart thinks’ and ‘Will you?’ and ‘Shall I?’ and ‘Do you think the
sauce is all right, Lennart?’ and so on the whole time. She has taken
to speaking a shocking mixture of Swedish and Norwegian. I must say
that I don’t quite understand their relations. He was very much in
love with her, you remember, and he is not despotic or brutal—quite
the contrary—but she has become so cowed and humble, our little Cesca.
It cannot be housekeeping worries only, although they seemed to weigh
heavily on her. She has no talent in that direction, but she is a
conscientious little thing in her way, and they are rather badly off, I
understand.
“Perhaps she has made some great mistake, profited by the wedding night,
for instance, to tell him about Hans Hermann, Norman Douglas, and
Hjerrild, and all the rest of her achievements from one end to the other.
It might have been just a little overwhelming.”
“Cesca has never concealed anything about her doings. I am sure he knew
all her story before.”
“H’m,” said Gunnar, mixing himself a fresh drink. “There might have been
one or two points she has kept quiet so far, and thought she ought to
tell her husband.”
“For shame, Gunnar,” said Jenny.
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