Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I am so happy that I don’t mind where we are, and I don’t long
for Paris. Fancy Mrs. L. asking me if I was not angry because
the baby spoilt my journey abroad—can you understand it from
a mother of two of the handsomest boys in the world? But they
are not taken the slightest notice of, except when they are
with us, and Lennart says she would willingly make us a present
of them. If I could afford it I would take them, so that baby
would have two darling big brothers to play with when he comes.
It will be such fun to show them their little cousin—they call
me auntie, you see. I think it is nice. But I must close now.
Do you know I am very pleased also, because Lennart cannot be
jealous now—can he? and I don’t think he ever will be any more,
for he knows quite well that I have never been really fond of
anybody but him.
“Do you think it unkind of me to write so much about this to
you and that I am so happy? I know you don’t grudge me my luck.
“Remember me kindly to all my friends—to Gunnar first and
foremost. You may tell him what I have written if you like.
Every good wish to yourself and welcome to us next summer.—Much
love from your sincere and devoted little friend,
CESCA.
“P.S.—I must add something: If it is a girl she is going to
be called Jenny. I don’t mind what Lennart says. He sends his
regards to you, by the way.”
Gunnar handed the letter back to Jenny, who put it in her pocket.
“I am so pleased,” she said gently. “I am glad there are some people who
are happy. That feeling is something still left of my old self—even if
there is nothing else.”
Instead of going back to the city, they crossed the Piazza, walking in
the direction of the church.
The shadows fell coal black on to the square in the moonlight. White
light and night-black darkness played about ghostlike in one of the
arcades. The other lay in complete obscurity but for the row of statues
on top. The front of the church was in shadow, but here and there the
dome glittered like water. The two fountains sent their white jets
sparkling and foaming towards the moon-blue sky. The water rose whirling
in the air, splashing down again to the porphyry shelves to drop and
trickle back into the basin.
Gunnar and Jenny walked slowly in the shade of the arcade towards the
church.
“Jenny,” he said all of a sudden, in a perfectly cool and everyday voice,
“will you marry me?”
“No,” she answered after a pause, in a similar tone.
“I mean it.”
“Yes, but surely you understand that I don’t want to.”
“I don’t see why not. If I understood you rightly, you don’t value your
life very highly at present, and you entertain thoughts of suicide
occasionally. As you feel so inconsolable in any case, why should you not
marry me? I think you might try.”
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