Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
She leaned again over the railing and stared vaguely at the grass, giving
way to the pleasant languor of a long sunny day and countless kisses out
in the green Campagna. Helge held one of her hands on his arm and patted
it—she moved it along his sleeve until it rested between both of his.
Helge smiled happily.
“What is it, dear?”
“I am thinking of those Germans.” She laughed too—quietly and
indifferently, as happy people do at trifles that do not concern them.
They had passed the Forum in the morning and sat down a moment on the
high pedestal of the Focas pillar, talking in whispers. Beneath them
lay the crumbled ruins, gilded by the sun, and small black tourists
rambled among the stones. A newly married German couple were walking by
themselves, seeking solitude in the midst of the crowd of travellers. He
was fair and ruddy of face, wore knickerbockers and carried a kodak, and
read to his wife out of Baedeker. She was very young, plump, and dark,
with the inherited stamp of _hausfrau_ on her smooth, floury face. She
sat down on a tumbled pillar, posing to her husband, who took a snapshot
of her. And the two who sat above, under the Focas pillar, whispering of
their love, laughed, heedless of the fact that they were sitting above
the Forum Romanum.
“Are you hungry?” asked Helge.
“No; are you?”
“No—but do you know what I should like to do?”
“Well?”
“I should like to go home with you and have supper. What do you say to
that?”
“Yes, of course.”
They walked home arm in arm through small side streets. In her dark
staircase he drew her suddenly to him, and kissed her with such force and
passion that her heart began to beat violently. She was afraid, and at
the same time angry with herself for being so, and whispered in the dark:
“My darling,” to prove to herself that she was calm.
“Wait a moment,” whispered Helge, when she was going to light the lamp,
and he kissed her again. “Put on the geisha-dress; you look so sweet in
it. I will sit on the balcony while you change.”
Jenny changed her dress in the dark; she put the kettle on and arranged
the anemones and the almond sprigs before she called him in and lighted
up.
He took her again in his arms and said:
“Oh, Jenny, you are so lovely. Everything about you is lovely; it is
heavenly to be with you. I wish I could be with you always.”
She took his face between her two hands.
“Jenny—you wish it—that we could be always together?”
She looked into his beautiful brown eyes:
“Yes, Helge; I do.”
“Do you wish that this spring—our spring—never would end?”
“Yes—oh yes.” She threw herself suddenly into his arms and kissed him;
her half-open lips and closed eyes begged for more kisses; his words
about their spring, that should never cease, awoke a painful anxiety in
her heart that the spring and their dream _would_ come to an end. And yet
behind it all was a dread, which she did not try to explain to herself,
but it came into existence when he asked if she wished they could always
be together.
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