Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“I wish I were not going home,” said Helge sadly.
“But I am going home soon too,” she said softly, “and we shall probably
come back here together.”
“You are quite determined to go? Are you sorry that I have upset all your
plans in this way?”
She gave him a hurried kiss and ran to the kettle, which was boiling over.
“No, you silly boy. I had almost made up my mind before, because mamma
wants me badly.” She gave a short laugh. “I am ashamed of myself—she is
so pleased that I am coming home to help her, and it is really only to be
with my lover. But it is all right. I can live cheaper at home even if I
help them a little, and I may be able to earn something. What I can save
now, I shall want here later.”
Helge took the cup she gave him and seized her hand:
“But next time you come here you will come with me; for I suppose you
will—you mean—that we should marry?”
His face was so young and so anxiously inquiring that she had to kiss him
several times, forgetting that she had been afraid of that word, which
had not been mentioned between them before.
“I suppose that will be the most practical plan, you dear boy, since we
have agreed to be together always.”
Helge kissed her hand, asking quietly: “When?”
“When you like,” she answered as quietly—and firmly.
Again he kissed her hand.
“What a pity we can’t be married out here,” he said a moment after in a
different voice.
She did not answer, but stroked his hair softly. Helge sighed:
“But I suppose we ought not to, as we are going home so soon in any case.
Your mother would feel hurt, don’t you think, at such a hurried marriage?”
Jenny was silent. It had never occurred to her that she owed her mother
any account of her doings—her mother had not consulted her when she had
wanted to marry again.
“It would hurt my people, I know. I don’t like to admit it, but it is so,
and I should much prefer to write and tell them that I am engaged. As you
are going home before me, it would be nice of you to go and see them.”
Jenny bent her head as if to shake off a disagreeable sensation, and said:
“I will, dear, if you wish me to—of course.”
“I don’t like it at all. It has been so lovely here—only you and I,
nobody else in all the world. But mother would be so vexed, you see, and
I don’t want to make things worse for her than they are already. I don’t
care for my mother any longer—she knows it, and is so grieved at it. It
is only a formality, I know, but she would suffer if she thought I wanted
to keep her out in the cold. She would think it was vengeance for the old
story, you know. When we are through with all that, we will get married,
and nobody will have anything more to say. I wish so much that it would
be soon—don’t you?”
She kissed him in answer.
“I want you,” he whispered, and she made no resistance when he caressed
her. But he let her go suddenly and, buttering his biscuit, began to eat.
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