Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It had all come so slowly and unnoticeably—just like spring in the
south—and as steadily and surely. No sudden transition, no cold and
stormy days that made one long desperately for the sun, for wealth of
light and consuming heat. There had been none of those tremendously
clear, endless, maddening spring nights of her own country. When the
sunny day was past, night came quietly, the cold and darkness bringing
peaceful sleep between the bright, warm days—each new day a little
warmer than the one before, each day with more flowers on the Campagna,
which did not seem greener than yesterday, yet was much more green and
mellow than the week before.
Her love for him had come in the same way. Every night she looked forward
to the next sunny day with him on the Campagna, but gradually it was more
himself and his young love that she longed for. She had let him kiss her
because it gave her pleasure, and from day to day their kisses had grown
more frequent, till at last words faded away and kisses took their place.
He had become more manly and mature from day to day; the uncertainty
and the sudden despondency of the earlier days had quite left him. She
herself was brighter, friendlier, more sure of herself, not the coldness
of youth, always ready to fight, but more a calm confidence in herself.
She was not disappointed with life now because it would not shape itself
according to her dreams, but accepted each day, trusting that the unknown
was right and could be turned to advantage.
Why should not love come in the same way, slowly, like the warmth that
grows day by day, thawing and tempering, and not as she had always
believed it would come—as a storm that would change her at once into a
woman she did not know, and whom her will could not control.
Helge accepted this slow, sound growth of her love quite naturally and
calmly. Every night when they parted her heart was filled with gratitude
to him, because he had not asked for more than she could give that day.
Oh, if they could have stayed here till May—till summer—the whole of
summer, so that their love might ripen until they belonged to one another
completely. They would go together to the mountains in the summer; the
marriage could take place here later, or at home in the autumn, for they
would marry, of course, in the ordinary way, since they were fond of each
other. When she thought of her journey home, she was almost afraid that
she would awake as from a dream, but she told herself such thoughts were
nonsense, since she loved him and he loved her. She did not like the
disturbing elements of engagements, visiting relations, and so on, though
they were trifles after all.
Heaven be praised for this blessed spring in Rome that had brought them
together—they two alone on the green Campagna among the daisies.
“Don’t you think Jenny will be sorry some day that she ever got engaged
to that Gram?” asked Francesca one evening when she was sitting in
Heggen’s room.
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