Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He shook the ashes from his cigarette without answering. He discovered
all of a sudden that it had never struck him as indiscreet to speak about
Francesca’s affairs to Jenny. But to speak about Jenny’s to Francesca was
quite another matter.
“Can you understand what she wants with him?” she asked again.
“Well, it’s hard to say. We don’t always understand what you women want
with this or that man. We imagine that we choose for ourselves, but we
are more like our brothers, the dumb animals, than we care to think.
Some say we are disposed to love—because of our natural state—place and
opportunity do the rest.”
“Ugh!” said Francesca, shrugging her shoulders. “If that is so, you, I
should say, are always disposed.”
Gunnar laughed reluctantly: “Or I have never been disposed enough; I have
never thought of any woman as the only one—and so on, and that is an
essential condition in love—because of our natural state.”
Francesca stared thoughtfully in front of her.
“I daresay you are right. But it happens sometimes that one falls in
love with somebody for some special reason—not only because time and
circumstances are favourable. I for one love _him_—you know who I
mean—because I don’t understand him. It seems to me impossible that
anybody could really be what he appeared to be. I always expected
something would happen that would explain what I saw. I searched for the
hidden treasure. You know how desperately anxious one gets to find the
longer one seeks. Even now, when I think that some other woman may find
it, I.... But there are some who love because the loved one is perfect
to them—can give them all they need. Have you ever been in love with any
woman to such an extent that you thought everything in her was right and
good and beautiful—that you could love everything in her?”
“No,” he said briskly.
“But that is real love, don’t you think? And that is how I thought Jenny
would love, but it is impossible for her to love Helge Gram like that.”
“I don’t know him really. I know only that he is not so stupid as he
looks—as the saying goes—I mean, there is more in him than you’d think at
first sight. I suppose Jenny has found out his real value.”
Cesca was quiet. She lit a cigarette and watched the flame of the wax
vesta till it burnt out.
“Have you noticed that he always asks, ‘Don’t you think?’ and ‘Is
it not?’? Has it not struck you that there is something effeminate,
something unfinished, about him?”
“Perhaps so. Possibly that’s what attracted her. She is strong and
independent herself, and might love a man weaker than herself.”
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