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“Our last day in the Campagna,” said Helge. “It’s quite sad!”
“Till next time,” she said, kissing him and trying not to give in to her
own sad mood.
“Yes. Have you thought of it, Jenny, that when we sit here again it
cannot be exactly the same as now? One changes day by day; we shall not
be the same when we sit here again. Next year—next spring—is not this
spring?—we shall not be the same either. We may be just as fond of one
another, but not exactly in the same way as now.”
Jenny shivered: “A woman would never say that, Helge.”
“You think it strange that I should say it? I cannot help thinking it,
because these months have made such a change in me—and in you, too. Don’t
you remember, you told me on that first morning how different you are now
from the time you first came here? You could not have been fond of me as
I was when we first met—could you, now?”
She stroked his cheek: “But, Helge, dear boy, the great change is just
that we have got so fond of one another, and our love will ever increase.
If we change, it will be only because our love has grown, and that is
nothing to be afraid of, is it? Do you remember the day at Via Cassia—my
birthday—when the first fine threads between us were spun? They have
grown stronger now, and grow stronger every day. Is there anything in
that to make you afraid?”
He kissed her neck: “You are leaving tomorrow....”
“And you are coming to me in six weeks.”
“Yes; but we are not here. We cannot go about in the Campagna. We have to
leave in the midst of spring.”
“It is spring at home too—and larks are singing there as well. Look
at those driving clouds—just like those at home. Think of Nordmarken.
We shall go there together. Spring is lovely at home, with strips of
melting snow on all the hills round the deep blue fjords, the last runs
on ski when the snow is melting and the brooks are rushing down the
mountain-side; when the sky is green and clear at night with large,
bright golden stars, and the ski scrape and sing on the icy crust of the
snow. We may be able to go there together yet this spring.”
“Yes, yes—but I have been to all these places—Vester Aker, Nordmarken—so
often alone that I dread them. It seems to me almost as if fragments of
my old discarded souls were hanging on every shrub up there.”
“Hush, hush, dear. I should love to go there with my dearest friend,
after being there alone and sad so many a spring.”
* * * * *
They wandered hand in hand in the green Campagna—the haze had risen
towards evening, and a slight breeze blew in their direction. From the
road came the creaking of hay-carts, pulled by white oxen, and the
tinkling of bells on the red harness of mules in front of blue vinecarts.
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