Adultery -- Fiction; Artists -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Painters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Jenny looked tenderly at everything, bidding farewell in her mind to
all the things she knew so well, and that were so dear to her. She had
seen it all day after day with him, without knowing she had noticed it,
and now suddenly she understood that it was all imprinted in her mind
together with the memories of those happy days: here was the slope, where
the short grass had grown softer and greener from day to day, and the
faithful daisies in the meagre soil; the thorny hedges along the roads
and the rich green leaves of the calla under the bushes; the unceasing
warble of the larks in the sky, and the innumerable concertinas that
played to the dancers in the _osterias_ on the plain—concertinas with the
peculiar, glassy sound, for ever playing the same short Italian tunes.
Why must she leave it all now?
The wind chilled her like a bath, till her body felt like a cool rich
leaf, and she longed to give it to him.
* * * * *
They said good-bye for the last time at her door, and they could not
part.
“Oh, Jenny, if only you could be mine!”
She nestled closer in his arms and whispered: “Why not?”
His arms closed tight about her shoulders and her waist, but she trembled
the instant she had said it. She did not know why she was afraid; she did
not want to be, and she repented of having made a movement, as if she
wished to get out of his passionate embrace, and he let her go.
“No, no; I know it is impossible.”
“I would like you to,” she said humbly.
He kissed her: “I know. But I must not. Thank you for everything. Oh,
Jenny, my Jenny! Good-night! Thank you for loving me!”
* * * * *
The tears streamed down her cheeks as she lay in bed. She tried to tell
herself that there was no sense in crying like that, as if something were
gone for ever.
PART TWO
I
There was a wait of several minutes at Frederikshald—time for a cup of
coffee. Jenny hurried along the platform; then suddenly she stopped to
listen. Somewhere, near by, a lark was singing overhead. Once back in her
compartment she leaned back in her corner and closed her eyes, her heart
heavy with longing for the south.
The train rushed past small rocks of red granite, torn as it were from
the mountain range, and between them dazzling glimpses of deep-blue
fjords met the eye. Spruce trees clung to the mountain-side, with the
afternoon sun on their reddish trunks and dark green, shiny needles.
Everything in nature seemed conspicuously clear and clean after its
bath of melting snow. The naked branches of foliferous trees stood out
distinctly against the thin air, and little streamlets gurgled alongside
the line.
It was all so different from the southern spring, with its slow, sound
breathing and softly blended colours—she missed it so much. The sharp
colouring now before her eyes reminded her of other springs, when she had
been filled with longing for a joy far different from her present restful
happiness.
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