Jerome, A Poor Man: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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Jerome, A Poor Man: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Jerome's plan for evening lessons did not work long. The
school-master to whom he applied professed his entire readiness, even
enthusiasm, to further such a laudable pursuit of knowledge under
difficulties; but he was young himself, scarcely out of college, and
the pretty girls in his school swayed his impressionable nature into
many side issues, even when his mind was set upon the main track.
Soon Jerome found himself of an evening in the midst of a class of
tittering girls, who also had been fired with zeal for improvement
and classical learning, who conjugated _amo_ with foolish blushes and
glances of sugared sweetness at himself and the teacher. Then he
left.
Jerome at that time felt absolutely no need of the feminine element
in creation, holding himself aloof from it with a patient, because
measureless, superiority. Sometimes in growth the mental strides into
life ahead of the physical; sometimes it is the other way. At
seventeen Jerome's mind took the lead of his body, and the
imaginations thereof, though he was well grown and well favored, and
young girls placed themselves innocently in his way and looked back
for him to follow.
Jerome's cold, bright glances met theirs, full of the artless appeal
of love and passion, shameless because as yet unrecognized, and then
he turned away with disdain.
"I came here to learn Latin and higher algebra, not to fool with a
pack of girls," he told the school-master, bluntly. The young man
laughed and colored. He was honest and good; passion played over him
like wildfire, not with any heat for injury, but with a dazzle to
blind and charm.
He did not intend to marry until he had well established himself in
life, and would not; but in the meantime he gave his resolution as
loose a rein as possible, and conjugated _amo_ with shades of meaning
with every girl in the class.
"I don't see what I can do, Edwards," he said. "I cannot turn the
girls out, and I could not refuse them an equal privilege with you,
when they asked it."
Jerome gave the school-master a look of such entire comprehension and
consequent scorn that he fairly cast down his eyes before him; then
he went out with his books under his arm.
He paid for his few lessons with the first money he could save, in
spite of the school-master's remonstrances.
After that Jerome went on doggedly with his studies by himself, and
asked assistance from nobody. In the silent night, after his mother
and sister were in bed, he wrestled all alone with the angel of
knowledge, and half the time knew not whether he was smitten hip and
thigh or was himself the victor. Many a problem in his higher algebra
Jerome was never sure of having solved rightly; renderings of many
lines in his battered old Virgil, bought for a sixpence of a past
collegian in Dale, might, and might not, have been correct.
However, if he got nothing else from his studies, he got the
discipline of mental toil, and did not spend his whole strength in
the labor of his hands.
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