Jerome, A Poor Man: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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Jerome, A Poor Man: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Lucina, ever since Jerome's confession of love, had experienced a
curious revulsion from her maiden dreams. She had such instinctive
docility of character that she was at times amenable to influences
entirely beyond her own knowledge. Not understanding in the least
Jerome's attitude of renunciation, she accepted it for herself also.
She no longer builded bridal air-castles. She still embroidered her
chair-covers, thinking that they would look very pretty in the north
parlor, and some of the old chairs could be moved to the garret to
make room for them. She gazed at her aunt Camilla with a peaceful eye
of prophecy. Just so would she herself look years hence. Her hair
would part sparsely to the wind, like hers, and show here and there
silver instead of golden lustres. There would be a soft rosetted cap
of lace to hide the thinnest places, and her cheeks, like her aunt's,
would crumple and wrinkle as softly as old rose leaves, and, like her
aunt, in this guise she would walk her path of life alone.
Lucina seemed to see, as through a long, converging tunnel of years,
her solitary self, miniatured clearly in the distance, gliding on,
like Camilla, with that sweet calm of motion of one who has left the
glow of joy behind, but feels her path trend on peace.
"I dare say it may be just as well not to marry, after all," reasoned
Lucina, "a great many people are not married. Aunt Camilla seems very
happy, happier than many married women whom I have seen. She has
nothing to disturb her. I shall be happy in the way she is. When I am
such an old maid that my father and mother will have died, because
they were too old to live longer, I will leave this house, because I
could not bear to stay here with them away, and go to Aunt Camilla's.
She will be dead, too, by that time, and her house will be mine. Then
I, in my cap and spectacles, will sit afternoons in the summer-house,
and--perhaps--he--he will be older than I then, and white-haired, and
maybe stooping and walking with a cane--perhaps--he will come often,
and sit with me there, and we will remember everything together."
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