Jerome, A Poor Man: A NovelFreeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
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Jerome, A Poor Man: A Novel
Freeman, Mary Eleanor Wilkins
New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
He lived over again his frenzied search for his father, his discovery
of the hat on the shore of the deep pond. "Poor father!" he muttered.
All the way home this living anxiety for his mother and sister, and
this dead sorrow haunted him. He thought as he struggled through the
snow, his face bent before the drive of the sleet as before a flail
of ice, how often in all weathers his father had traversed this same
road, how his own feet could scarcely step out of his old tracks. He
thought how many a night, through such a storm as this, his father
had toiled wearily home, and with no such fire of youth and hope in
his heart to cheer him on. "Father must have given up a long time
before he died," he said to himself.
The imagination of his father plodding homeward in his old harness of
hopeless toil grew so strong that his own identity paled. He seemed
to lose all ambition and zeal, a kind of heredity of discouragement
overspread him. "I don't know but I'll have to give up, finally, the
way he did," he muttered, panting under the buffeting of the snow
wind.
He met no one on his way home. Once a loaded wood-sled came up behind
him with a faint creak and jingle of harness, then the straining
flanks of the horse, the cubic pile of wood shaded out of shape by
the snow, the humped back of the driver on the top, passed out of
sight, as behind a slanting white curtain. The village houses receded
through shifting distances of pale gloom; one could scarcely
distinguish the white slants of their roofs, and the lamp-lights
which shone out newly in some of the windows made rosy nimbuses.
When Jerome drew near his own home he looked eagerly, and saw, with
relief, that the white thickness of the storm was suffused with light
opposite the kitchen windows.
"Everything all right?" he asked, when he entered, stamping and
shaking himself.
Elmira was toasting bread, and she turned her flushed face
wonderingly. "Yes; why shouldn't it be?" she said.
"No reason why. It's an awful storm."
Ann was knitting fast, sitting over against a window thick with
clinging shreds of snow. Her face was in the shadow, but she looked
as if she had been crying. She did not speak when Jerome entered.
"What ails mother?" he whispered to Elmira, following her into the
pantry when he had a chance.
"She's been telling a dream she had last night about father, and it
made her feel bad. Hush!"
When they were all seated at the supper-table, Ann, of her own
accord, began to talk again of her dream.
"I've been tellin' your sister about a dream I had last night," said
she, with a curious, tearful defiance, "an' I'm goin' to tell you. It
won't hurt you any to have your poor father brought to mind once in a
while."
"Of course you can tell it, mother, though I don't need that to bring
father to mind. I was thinking about him all the way home," Jerome
answered.
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