The winter sun was setting, and its fading light fell upon the golden
hair and white, beautiful face of Nellie, who lay upon the lounge in the
room where Walter’s mother died, and which Jessie now called hers. She
was weaker than usual, and the hectic spot upon her cheek was larger and
brighter, while her eyes shone like diamonds as she looked wistfully in
the direction of the village, where the smoke of the New York train was
slowly dying away.
"Mother," she said at last, "isn’t the omnibus coming over the hill?"
"Yes," Mrs. Howland answered. "Possibly it is Walter, though I did not
tell him in my last how weak you are, as you know you bade me not, lest
he should be unnecessarily alarmed."
Ellen knew it was not Walter, and the spot on her cheek was almost a
blood-red hue when she heard the dear familiar voice, and knew that
William had come.
"Mother," she said faintly, "it’s Mr. Bellenger, and you must let me see
him alone,—all the evening alone;—will you? It’s right," she continued,
as she met her mother’s look of inquiry. "I’ll explain it, perhaps, when
he’s gone."
In an instant the truth flashed upon Mrs. Howland, bringing with it a
feeling of gratified pride that the elegant William Bellenger had
condescended to think of her child. She did not know the whole. She
could not guess how thoroughly selfish was the man who was deliberately
breaking her daughter’s heart, or she would not have left them to
themselves that long winter evening, saying to her father and Aunt
Debby, when they questioned the propriety of the proceeding:
"He wants to tell her of Walter and Jessie, I suppose, and the fine
times they have in the city."
This satisfied Aunt Debby, but the deacon was not quite at ease, and
more than once after finishing his fourth pipe, he started to join them,
but was as often kept back by some well-timed remark addressed to him by
Mrs. Howland; and so William was left undisturbed while he poured again
into Ellen’s ear the story of his love, telling her how inexpressibly
dear she was to him, and that but for circumstances which he could not
control, he would prove his assertion true by making her at once his
wife. Then the long eyelashes drooped beneath their weight of tears, for
there flitted across Ellen’s mind a vague consciousness that if these
circumstances existed when he first talked to her of love, he had done
very wrong. Still she could not accuse him even in thought, and she
hastened to say:
"I don’t know as I really ever supposed that you wished me to be your
wife; and if I did it don’t matter now, for I am going to die; death has
a prior claim, and I never can be yours."
He held her hot hand in his,—felt the rapid pulse,—saw the deep color on
her cheek,—the unnatural luster of her eye,—and felt that she told him
truly. And thinking that anything which he could say to comfort and
please her would be right, he whispered:
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