"I hope there are many years in store for you. If I should take you to
Florida as my wife, do you think you would get well?"
She had said to him that it could not be,—that death would claim her
first, but now that he had asked her this, all the energies of life were
roused within her, and her whole face said yes, even before the answer
dropped from her pale lips.
"Oh, William, dear, are you in earnest? Can I go?" and raising herself
up, she wound her arms around his neck so that her head rested on his
bosom.
And William held it there, caressing the fair hair, while he battled
with all his better nature, and tried to think of some excuse,—some good
reason for retracting the proposition which had been received so
differently from what he expected. He thought of it at last, and laying
his burden gently back upon her pillow, he answered mournfully:
"Forgive me, darling. In my great love for you I spoke inadvertently. I
wish I were free to do what my heart dictates, but I am not. Listen,
Nellie, and then you shall decide. Perhaps you have never heard that
Jessie and I were long ago intended for each other by our parents?"
William’s voice trembled as he uttered this falsehood, but not one-half
as much as did the young girl on the lounge.
"No," she answered faintly; "Jessie never told me."
"Some girls are not inclined to talk of those they love," said William,
and fixing her clear blue eyes on him, Ellen asked:
"Does Jessie love you, William?"
"And suppose she does?" he replied; "suppose she had always been taught
to look upon me as her future husband? Suppose that even when I first
came here there was an understanding that, unless Jessie should prefer
some one else, we were to be married when she was eighteen, and suppose
that since we have been so much together as we have this winter, Jessie
had learned to love me very much, and that my marrying another now would
break her heart, what would you have me do? I know you must think it
wrong in me to talk of love to you, knowing what I did, but struggle as
I would, I could not help it. You are my ideal of a wife. I love you
better than I do Jessie,—better than I do any one, and you shall decide
the matter. I will leave Jessie, offend her father, and incur the
lasting displeasure of my own family, if you say so. Think a moment,
darling, and then tell me what to do."
Had he held a knife at her heart, and a pistol at her head, bidding her
take her choice between the two, he could scarcely have pained her more.
Folding her hands together, she lay so still that it seemed almost like
the stillness of death, and William once bent down to see if she were
sleeping. But the large blue eyes turned toward him, and a faint whisper
met his ear:
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