In the small box which my friends will give to my darling child are
three letters, numbered first, second, third. On the first letter is
written, 'To be opened first, on your eighteenth birthday, before the
other letters are touched. This is the sacred wish of your dead
mother.' I copy this letter in this place, so that you may clearly
understand what I have done:
'My darling Child,--I wish you to regard these written words as though
they are spoken to you with my dying breath, and to obey them. If Mr.
Bryan Carey has made your life happy, and if you are in the enjoyment
of a happy home, destroy the second letter by fire, and hand him the
third. If it is otherwise with you, and your life with him has been in
any way unhappy, destroy the third letter by fire, as you would have
done the second. Then seek some quiet place and read the second
letter, and when you have read it, send it to Mr. Carey, and act as
you think best for your welfare and happiness. That God will for ever
bless and protect my darling is the prayer of your mother,
'Frances.'
The third letter contains a short account of my life since you left
me, and the statement that Jessie is your daughter. It leaves it to
your judgment to make the relationship known to her, or to let it
remain a secret.
The second letter you are now reading.
If it fall into your hands, Jessie will have read it first, and will
know how basely you behaved to me. She will know that your conduct
towards me was such that a woman never can forgive, and she will
understand that a man had better kill his wife than inflict upon her
such shame and misery and humiliation as you inflicted upon me, a
guiltless woman, as God is my Judge. She will know that you deserted
me for another woman, and left me, a simple inexperienced girl, to
battle alone with the pitiless world. Ah, how pitiless it is, how
uncharitable, how cruel! How many nights have I passed shedding what
might have been tears of blood, for they were wrung from a bruised and
bleeding heart! She, who has lived with me many happy years in her
childhood's life, will, when she reads this, be able to look back with
the eyes of a woman upon the life I led while we were together, and
she will know whether it was without stain and without reproach. She
will have had experience both of you and myself, and of both our
natures and minds, and she will have sense and intelligence enough to
judge fairly between us. I repeat here, with all the strength of my
soul, what I have declared before--that when you accused me of loving
my cousin Ralph and of being false to you, you lied most foully.
I believe that I decided rightly when I decided to write these things.
As you have acted towards your daughter, so shall be your reward.
Whether it be for good or ill, you have earned it.
Your unhappy wife,
Frances.
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