“Well,” returned Eloise, “do tell me everything Nat said.”
“After you've told me everything Dr. Ballard said. I supposed you'd fly
to tell me, dear.”
The girl looked tenderly back into the eyes that were sharp with
inquiry. “Dear little mother,” she returned, “it can't be.”
“What can't be?”
“What you wish. Dr. Ballard.”
“Have you--refused him--!” Mrs. Evringham's face whitened, and
unconsciously she stepped back.
“It didn't have to come to that. Dr. Ballard is so fine--such a wise man
in so many ways. I do admire him so much.”
“What did you say to him? I will know!” exclaimed Mrs. Evringham
passionately.
Eloise was mute, and her eyes besought her mother.
“Speak, I say! Was it Christian Science? Did you dare, Eloise Evringham,
did you _dare_ spoil your life--my life--our future, by scaring Dr.
Ballard with that bugbear?” The angry woman was breathing fast.
“Mother dear, don't give us something so painful to remember. Don't, I
beg of you. Dr. Ballard does not reproach me. He thinks I shall change,
and he wishes to give me time to see if I do. Think of him, if you will
not think of me. He would be so shocked to have you take it this way.
If you could have seen how kind he was, how patient. Dear mother, don't
cry. It isn't anything I can help, unless I should deliberately turn
dishonest.”
But Mrs. Evringham did cry, and heartily. She hurried away to her own
room as quickly as possible, and locked the door against Eloise, who lay
awake for hours with a strange mingling of regret and joy at her heart,
and a constant declaring of the truth.
At midnight the girl heard the door unlock and saw her mother emerge.
“Darling mamma!” she exclaimed, springing out of bed.
“Oh, Eloise,” moaned the poor woman, dissolving again upon her child's
shoulder. “I never went to bed without your kiss, and I can't bear it.
How can you be so cru--cru--cruel!”
“Darling, everything is going to come right,” returned Eloise, holding
her close. “Nothing good would come of doing wrong. I never loved you so
much as now. I never saw duty so plainly. Dearest, in one way I suffer
for you, but still I was never so happy. I have grasped the end of the
clue that will surely lead us safely through the labyrinth, no matter
what life brings. You will see, mamma dear, after a while you will see.
Don't go back. Come into my bed.”
Disconsolately Mrs. Evringham obeyed, and in a few minutes, worn out
with emotion, she had sobbed herself to sleep in her child's arms; and
although for many days afterward she wore a languid air, and declared
that there was nothing to live for, she yielded herself to Eloise's
courageous and quietly joyful atmosphere, with silent wonder at her
child's altered outlook.
On the morning following the painful interview with her mother, Eloise
presented herself in Jewel's room at the usual hour.
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