To her great satisfaction, her beautiful visitor condescended to take
the chair Anna Belle had vacated, and held out her white, ringless hands
for the doll.
“How neatly her clothes are made,” said the girl, examining Anna Belle's
garments.
“Yes, my mother made her all new ones when she knew she was going to
Europe, so that she would be neat and not mortify me. Would you like to
see her clothes?” eagerly.
“Yes, I should.”
Jewel brought them, her quick little fingers turning them back and
forth, exhibiting the tiny buttonholes and buttons, and chattering
explanations of their good points.
“It was a great deal for your mother to do all this, when she is such a
busy woman,” said Eloise.
“Yes, she did it evenings, and then surprised me just when we were
coming away. Wasn't it lovely?”
“Very.”
“I love prettiness,” said the child. As she spoke she regarded the grave
face beside her. “When I first noticed that my nose wasn't nice, and
neither were my eyes, I almost cried.”
Eloise looked up at her, at a loss for a reply.
“But then I remembered that of course God never made anything that
wasn't perfectly beautiful, so I knew that it would come right some
time, and I asked mother when she thought it would.”
“What did she say?” returned Eloise, wondering at this original
optimism.
“She said we could never tell how soon anything would come right to our
sense, but so long as we knew that Creation was perfect and beautiful,
we could be patient about everything--big things and little things; and
then I remember how she talked to me about being careful never to pity
myself.” Jewel gave her head a little serious shake. “You know it's very
bad error to pity yourself, no matter what kind of a nose you have.”
Eloise had sunk back in the large chair and was attentively watching
the child standing beside her, while she still held Anna Belle. She had
never before held converse with a Christian Scientist, but her state of
mind precluded the perception of a humorous side to anything.
“Wrong to pity yourself no matter what happens?” she asked.
“Yes--because--because--” Jewel looked off. She knew that it was error,
but it was hard to explain why to the lovely grown-up cousin who was so
strangely sorry. “Well, you see,” she added after the moment's thought,
“it isn't having faith in God, it isn't knowing that you're His child,
and that He takes care of you.”
“No, I suppose not; but I have never learned how to know that, Jewel.”
“I know you haven't,” returned the little girl, and she slipped her hand
toward her cousin's. The girl met it halfway and held it close. “Since
I've seen you,” Jewel went on slowly, “I know that prettiness isn't
enough to make a person happy--nor all your lovely clothes--nor having
people fond of you and sending you presents--nor making the sweetest
music; but you can be happy, cousin Eloise, unless you're doing wrong.”
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