Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
Rosalie’s trailing dress hid her feet, and they passed into the
picture-gallery. It was deserted.
She sat down under the picture of Geoffrey Todbrook.
“One day Mariana brought me here and showed me this picture. I forget
what was said, but somewhere in our conversation she laughed. She said
laughing always produced a pain at her heart.”
“Mariana laughed? You utterly astonish me.”
His face betrayed no signs of conviction of cruelty, certainly.
“Yes,” said Rosalie. “It is astonishing, truly. Had I lived here as long
as she, laughing would have been utterly beyond me.”
“It is a good thing you escaped, then.”
“You don’t grudge me my freedom?”
“I grudge no man anything if he wins it, or woman either. And far from
grudging you your freedom, I’m glad you won it.”
“You were glad, then, when I ran away?”
“Well, no—not at the time. I do not know that I ever became thoroughly
reconciled to you till you came to see me the other night.”
Here a pause followed, broken only by distant strains of music.
“You have another dance on New Year’s Eve, Mr. Barringcourt?”
“Yes. You will come? It is the one night in the whole year worth dancing
on.”
“I would come gladly; but I can find no dress to my liking.”
“You have a week before you.”
She clasped her hands round her knee, shook her head and looked at him.
“I won’t come unless I can wear exactly what I want.”
“And what is that?”
“The dress that Mariana was making long ago. But I expect she’s finished
it, and the moths have eaten it away. But all the same, I won’t come
unless I have it. It is the one thing on earth I’ve set my heart upon.”
Mr. Barringcourt looked at her. The pretty air of reasonless
determination suited her.
“It’s impossible,” said he.
“The moths have eaten it away, then,” and without pretence or acting two
big tears rose in her eyes and fell—one for sorrow at his hardness, one
for the memory of Mariana in the cell.
But two tears upon occasion can be very fascinating.
“You never did reason, did you, Rosalie?” said he.
“Yes. It’s the one thing I’ve done all my life. But the simpler you are
in this world the more you’re derided. Let me see Mariana to ask her
about the dress?”
“Oh, hang Mariana!”
“Are you speaking broadly?”
“What do you mean?”
“You should never use abusive language towards the individual. I learnt
that long ago. If you want to be profane you should generalise.”
“Whose lax teaching was that?”
“I learnt it from the Governor; the gentleman whom I met when I ran away
from you. But he wasn’t lax, I’m sure. Perhaps I misunderstood him.”
“I wouldn’t put it beyond you. But give me a form of forcible language
that would fit in with his exposition.”
“Well, the only one that presents itself at all to me is ‘Damn it.’ You
see ‘it’ means nothing in particular, is quite impersonal, and therefore
no one is any the worse for it, yourself included.”
“You’re an advocate of that particular form?” said he.
“I’d allow it to you upon occasion, but not to myself.”
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