Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“The effects of wearing fine clothing,” said she, and laughed and sighed
in a breath. “There is magic in these jewels, I feel certain. Oh! if I
could but wear again my own precious moonstone talisman against all
heaviness, instead of all this finery, that does its best to cramp my
spirits, and half succeeds.”
On entering, she was almost immediately joined by Mr. Barringcourt.
Never had he looked to Rosalie as to-night, never perhaps she to him.
With a scrutiny which had become habitual, they eyed each other, and at
last Rosalie said:
“Do you not think I was right in being covetous of such a lovely gown?”
“And the jewels?”
“Oh, they were an extra thrown in. I’d much rather have been without
them. You should be kind, not lavish, Mr. Barringcourt. After an hour’s
wearing they begin to assert their individuality and weight.”
“And at first you felt them light?”
“Being alive to their beauty, I was dead to their encumbrance.” And then
again, this time seriously, she said: “But in truth I must acknowledge,
perhaps, their weight cannot be very great, for I have the greatest wish
to dance through every dance, and look to you to find me partners. I am
not really altered because I stole behind the temple curtain; for one
night it might be forgotten.”
“The first dance is with me, and the last one.”
“Oh, no! I am in a mood of ingratitude to-night. I cannot for the favour
of this dress, and all its valuable accessories, even say ‘Thank you.’
Find me a partner for the dance that’s just beginning. No one has come
near me since I came.”
“The first dance is with me.”
“Indeed, no. I’m entering on a life of self-denial. As soon as I want to
do a thing I shall cross myself and do the opposite. What chance shall I
stand of heaven, do you think, at that rate?”
“You’ll never get there. Be guided by me, and be less contrary.”
“It goes very much against the grain for me to dance with you. Must I be
consistent, or must I be contrary?”
“Become impersonal, and leave the decision with me.”
“You are too selfish to be altogether trusted.”
“I? Selfish?”
“Yes. I want to dance, and here you keep me talking. I want to study men
and form comparisons.”
“You can’t in a place like this. On these occasions they’re all more or
less alike.”
“And on all others. The similarity of humanity is nerve-destroying.”
“A very pleasant state of things. None but a fool would wish it
otherwise. But if you wish to dance you shall have partners in
sufficiency. I’ll say you’re quite harmless to-night.”
“Say no such thing. Mariana tells me she was once bitten by a snake, and
so was I. Since then I’ve had the greatest inclination to bite everyone
who comes near me. She took it badly; I, by God’s help, was enabled to
take it well.”
“What particular snake was it that bit you?”
“I think it must have been the God of Lucifram.”
Then he left her and went away, and through the evening Rosalie danced,
seemingly happy, on to that hour when the Old Year and the New meet and
part again.
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