Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
In the central hall she took leave of Rosalie, and disappeared inside
the gloomy eastern wing. And Rosalie made no further attempt to come
with her, for her horror of the previous night was still fresh in her
mind.
“I don’t know how Mariana can do it,” she thought, standing still in the
great hall. “It’s killing her. She looked like death this morning. And
to go there right away, to be buried in that damp sepulchre! It’s
terrible, terrible! I _hate_ Mr. Barringcourt! He’s bad—right-down bad!
The worst man I know!”
But then she knew so very few.
She was awakened from this reverie to find Everard, the doorkeeper,
coming toward her.
Her first impulse was to turn away and walk toward the staircase, which
she did.
“Miss Paleaf!”
His tone attracted her immediate attention. There was a certain strong
gravity in it that appealed to what gravity and steadiness there was in
her.
“Yes,” she answered, turning round to view this wringer of necks in
prospective.
“You have endeavoured to do an incredible amount of harm since coming
here. Don’t you think it would be advisable to practise a little
self-control?”
“Yes. I think if it were practicable it would be advisable to shut
myself up in a tin box, or oak, perhaps, and turn round once a week for
recreation.”
“You rush from one extreme to the other without any attempt at reason.”
“And—and you?”
“For Mariana’s sake I wish to advise you to be careful.”
“Not for my own?”
“No. I know nothing about you, and you seem pretty capable of looking
after yourself.”
Rosalie looked at him, not knowing whether her dislike was growing or
lessening.
“Do you know you’re taking a great liberty?” she said, her colour rising
despite her efforts to keep cool.
“Yes. And under the circumstances it is pardonable.”
“What circumstances?”
“You are doing your best to destroy the happiness and peace of a working
woman.”
“Happiness! Happiness! Do you call it happiness to be fastened up in
there the greater part of the day-time?” And she pointed to the door
through which Mariana had passed a short time before.
“When she is contented it is, at least, the nearest approach to
happiness. And your ignorant meddling can never have a good result.”
Then Rosalie was silent, and with no heart to answer she turned away,
and went upstairs to the little sitting-room.
Her own heart ached enough in all conscience. O God! to be free! away
from all this coldness and hardness, and gloom and silence.
She buried her face in her hands and cried from utter dejection. When
she went to wash her hands and face for dinner, she was dismayed at her
own plain looks. She was very far from being ready for a meal, and made
little attempt or pretence at eating what was placed before her. At last
the young man who waited on her presented a red lozenge to her on a
silver plate.
“What is it?” she asked, not being accustomed to this particular dish.
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