Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“The nutriment you require to keep you in health. You have eaten
nothing, and this is less troublesome if you have no appetite.”
She frowned in indecision, and for one minute looked at him and then at
it. Then without another word she ate the contents of her plate, and
afterwards a plate of plain milk pudding.
But when alone again the same weak desire to cry began to gain upon her,
and it was only after a very hard fight she overcame it.
“I don’t know how it is,” she sighed. “They make you do things here
however much you don’t want to. I wonder now if the eating of my dinner
was a lesson in self-control.”
Then she went back to her bedroom and shut the door, and knelt down by
the bed to pray, if prayer it could be called. Despite her efforts,
everything was most incoherent and jumbled, broken by big sobs, and
ending in no prayer at all, but silence. At last the silence must have
brought its effect of soothing, for Rosalie rose from her knees with
scarcely a vestige of the past emotion upon her face. She combed her
hair and smoothed her dress, and then went for her hat.
“I’ll go into the garden,” she said, “and see if I can see the city.”
It was a glorious afternoon, with just sufficient sharpness for autumn
in the air. It was considerably after three by the tower clock, and she
recognised with regret there was time for little more than an hour
there. Her hopes were realised. From the top of the red bank of flowers
she could view the city very plainly. She saw right across to the
high-standing temple, with every building of note and height rising in
between. Behind her she could see nothing, for the wall rose
exceptionally high, but from here she could look in the direction of the
old home, and to that other magnificent erection that contained all the
best prayers and aspirations of her dumb life.
After all, to look on to the sights of freedom is in a measure to the
prisoner freedom itself.
From the city beyond, Rosalie’s eyes wandered back toward the mansion.
There was something wanting in it; its magnificent outline attracted and
repelled.
“What a lovely fairy story one could write about it,” she sighed. “It
seems to me a kind of haunted, sleeping palace; and everything looks so
strong, and dark, and silent, and yet beautiful, that I don’t know
whether the story would have to turn out well or ill.”
She sat down on the rustic seat with the arbour of trailing leaves
twining above it, and dreamily contemplated the wide expanse of city.
Suddenly she heard the ominous striking of the mansion clock.
One! two! three! four! five!
Rosalie turned her eyes from the sky and looked at it. A faint pink
flush from the sun was shining on it, and she clasped her hands.
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