Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“I won’t go in. They can’t do anything to me if I don’t. Five o’clock!
the very nicest time of all the day—the only time to see the city and
the sun look at their best. It isn’t wrong of me; I know it isn’t. I
haven’t done anything wrong that I should be a prisoner. I haven’t,
really. I feel I haven’t!”
The sunset deepened.
Suddenly the great gates leading from the garden flew open to admit a
dog-cart and one chestnut horse driven by Mr. Barringcourt. Behind him
sat a groom, and as they took the sweep of drive leading past her toward
the terrace steps, her eyes fell on the horse and man in livery.
She saw that they did not belong to this place. What was there about
everyone who lived here that made them different from all else? That
groom was just the ordinary groom that one saw every day within the
streets and parks.
As Mr. Barringcourt passed below he suddenly looked up, and catching
sight of her, took off his hat and smiled. Rosalie’s heart gave a leap
of excitement.
The flush of evening had dyed her pale cheeks, and given lustre to her
eyes. She watched the light vehicle draw up below the central steps, saw
Mr. Barringcourt dismount, and the groom lead the horse away by the
shorter carriage drive. Rosalie clasped her hands and watched, and made
no sign of moving down.
And the sunset deepened.
For one minute Mr. Barringcourt stood on the steps looking at his boots,
or maybe on the ground, in apparent thoughtfulness; then he turned round
with sudden decision, and crossed the lawn to the path leading towards
the bank of flowers where she stood. Yet no step downward did Rosalie
take in that direction, and so he came up the narrow, winding path, and
very shortly reached her.
And how different from all the others he appeared! How full of life and
animation! how strong! how quick at seeing, and therefore understanding!
How weak and lifeless her hand felt in his! And suddenly she felt that
intense admiration for strength which all weak things must have. Yet she
searched his face narrowly for that tired and weary look that she had
seen there twice before.
Her scrutiny was well returned. Out of the purity of a lonely spirit
longing for some companionship her clear eyes had looked full into his,
the ending of a day of weakness and tears and silent waiting. And under
the deep scrutiny of those stronger eyes she had not power to look aside
till every little secret not worth hiding had been read. Then having got
rid of all the weakness, Rosalie came to the reserve strength.
She drew her hand out of his, and asked suddenly, with an everyday
interest:
“Have you any horses of your own, Mr. Barringcourt, or do you hire them
all?”
“I have my own; but they’re too good for everyday work.”
“But when do you exercise them?”
“Occasionally at midnight I give them a run round. They are black, so
they don’t show. Nor do they advertise their coming by too much noise.”
This time she looked at him with puzzled incredulity.
“What do you mean?”
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