Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
“Is this an attempt at fascination?”
The tone was so cold and cruel, and the words carried so sharp a sting,
that they cut Rosalie’s heart like some whip might have done.
She shook her head.
“I don’t understand the Serpent,” she said, rubbing her hands against
the chair arm. “How, then, can I love it?”
“That implies that you _do_ understand the Serpent, and therefore you
are not disposed to love him.”
“You aspire to understand me better than I understand myself.”
“Oh, no! I take you at your own word. I asked you did you love the
Serpent, and you said, ‘I don’t.’ Surely there was not much to
understand in that.”
“Don’t let us quarrel,” pleaded Rosalie.
“Quarrel? Quarrel? Oh, no, certainly not. I had no intention of
quarrelling with you. I remember your telling me the other day you had
no particular affection for the god of Lucifram.”
“But do _you_ love the Serpent?”
“Oh! I—I—I—”
“That is unkind of you, and not polite.”
“We ought to have your aunt here to act as chaperon. They say it’s
scarcely wise to leave a man and woman to themselves, and now I
recognise it.”
But Rosalie was not far behind in the argument. From cold shivers she
began to experience a certain amount of heat.
“I don’t know about a chaperon,” she said. “I thought a chaperon was a
woman who looked after a woman, and I should like to know who looks
after the men? Chaperons are silly and stupid, and women, if they were
honest, would say they wanted to have nothing to do with them. Besides,
it was you who lost your temper then. I didn’t a bit. I haven’t yet,
only you annoyed me by the way you spoke.”
“I? lost my temper?”
“Yes, of course. You know you did. You think I’ve got a secret, and I
haven’t; so if you don’t like, you needn’t be nice to me any more.”
And Mr. Barringcourt laughed. Under that laugh Rosalie shrivelled up
like a white butterfly under the breath of ice.
“But I do like,” he answered, still laughing. “You must not quote from
Mariana. It is too absurd. And so you have no secret. I can scarcely
imagine a woman without one, nor a man.”
The merciless mocking eyes were fixed on her, so that she seemed
incapable of moving. There rose within her a terrible weakness, a
longing to lean on him, to be guided by his advice, to speak of all
those doubts that preyed upon her mind, and state the few plain facts
that raised them. Again, as before in the garden, she recognised that he
was strong, and she was very, very weak. She looked across at him. There
was little of sympathy on his face—much of contempt and ridicule—and
Rosalie, sensitive to both, shrank from it and him.
A very awkward pause followed—to her, at least.
“I think the tea-party is ended,” he said, getting up and pushing his
chair back to the table. “It was very enjoyable whilst it lasted, but
there is such a thing as folk outstaying their welcome.”
But still she sat still, and made no effort to rise.
“What has made you angry?” she asked.
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