Conduct of life -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Parables
After breakfast he invited her to his study, “for,” said he, “I wish to
have some conversation with you before eight o’clock. After that I am
engaged till twelve, and rarely find much spare time till evening has
closed, and to-night I cannot spare you even that.”
When they were both seated there, he began the conversation by saying:
“Last night you told me you knew of no merit that could have brought you
to me, but I think that, between us, we must endeavour to discover one.
Perhaps, if you will repeat your story to me, I may be of use in finding
it.”
So on that Rosalie recounted the story of her early life, simply and
truthfully, up to that last visit to the temple. Nor did she omit her
meeting with Mr. Barringcourt there, and the short conversation she had
held with him. But on mentioning the last visit, after her aunt’s death,
she came to a sudden stop, and seemed undecided and unknowing how to
proceed.
“You say you went once more inside the sacred curtain. But why?”
“I felt I had given up so much that the Serpent must recognise how much
I really loved him. Besides, I felt I wanted to get some real strength
to go on living after every hope and aspiration had died away.”
“What was it made you wish so badly for a tongue?”
“I don’t know. I don’t think it was me that wished; I think it was
something else.”
And then she flushed, for that was the style of speech Mr. Barringcourt
would have ridiculed. And she herself recognised that truth at times, to
the ignorant or wilfully blind, may appear silly and foolish. But this
new acquaintance made no remark immediately, only his keen eyes
travelled across her face, as if reading something there.
“And that something?” he asked at length.
“I don’t know, I’m sure. But it never gave me any peace, and it wasn’t
myself, I am sure. Sometimes I used to reason that I couldn’t possibly
receive the gift of speech, and yet the inner voice repeated, ‘Go on, go
on!’ so that, apart from my own great wish, I was obliged to do as I was
told.”
“And you received the gift at last?”
“Yes.”
“On that last visit to the Serpent?”
“No, I—I—I—for that I went to Mr. Barringcourt.”
“The Serpent did not heal you, then?”
“Oh, sir, could it?” Rosalie’s voice was almost a remonstrance.
“Is not the Serpent the God of Lucifram?”
“Yes, and that is what has troubled me so heavily ever since; far more
than imprisonment and harshness.”
“What has troubled you?”
“Perhaps if I tell you, you will think me fanciful.”
He smiled.
“Fancies are all put to the test here,” he answered, and a certain
sternness rang in the kindness of his tone that reassured Rosalie,
somehow or other, when she thought it would have frightened her.
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